IT’S STAR TREK DAY!!!

The first 3 episodes of SNW are now available in the UK 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

(And all of season 4 of Discovery!! 🙂 )

Ok ok now how to get through my day and do anything other than watch? 😂

Sorry I am just so excited. I have been counting down until today for the past couple of months. I want to watch this show so bad! Apologies in advance for how much rambling I wind up doing about episodes you guys watched weeks ago

I have got to stop waking up at 4am.

How can I be exhausted and yet not tired?

I just want to sleep dammit :/

I was supposed to post fic yesterday wasn’t I?

Oops.

We’ll call that an unscheduled skip due to extreme heat and migraine.

Also I can’t hold things in my brain atm. I think I am so consumed by ‘waiting’ that there’s no room for anything else. I just want a date for my house, something to hold onto, but nope wait is interminable 🙁

urban-trek-thru-middle-earth said:  Having just finished a three month long, long-distance moving process, I *totally* get that feeling. I’ve been in my new house for a month, still waiting for the writing bug to come back. I’m just so tired from everything to do with the move…

galactic-pirates said:  @urban-trek-thru-middle-earth *hugs* I hope you feel better soon and can write again. It is so frustrating sometimes to have the ideas but the old ‘spirit is willing, mind/body is weak’ then kicks in and so it can’t happen. I feel you. My offer was accepted March 15th so we’re past the 3 month mark with no sign of a date. I had hoped a couple of weeks ago things would move faster as the chain is complete and short but nope doesn’t seem to be. Hopefully I’ll at least hear something next month :/ 

deathtodickens:

lesbianjealousy:

i kno it’s 2016 but bering & wells was the greatest love story of all time and they never even kissed

on screen.***

(via deathtodickens)

#*sighs*#I am still mystified how they aren’t actually canon#I mean they declared their love far more strongly than marriage vows with what happened like Yellowstone#perhaps they are canon the show just stopped filming before that point but then I’d have to admit season 5 existed and no hahaha#definitely the greatest damn love story of all time 110% agreed

icoulddthisallday:

icoulddthisallday:

sometimes while reading fanfiction it becomes obvious that the author has forgotten that 2012 is almost ten years ago and that technology was actually very different then. then I have a crisis about 2012 being long enough ago that some fanfic authors need to do research to have historical accuracy. 

You guys took this and ran with it and now I have been dealt psychic fucking damage. 

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(via purlturtle)

#I never reblog things like this but I just took serious psychic damage from this post#it reminds me of when I took my second stab at college and 9/11 came up and none of my classmates remembered it#some of them hadn’t even been born and I’m sorry but they should still be in pre-school or something not adults of voting age#it’s like way to hit me with a 2 by 4 that I’m old thank you universe

racethewind10:

cerseiscrown:

one of my favorite things about fandom is that the exchange of intellectual and creative property is a legitimate form of gift giving. like ‘i’m so enchanted by you, i love you, let me tell you a story’

one of my favorite parts of bering and wells fandom  “what a fantastic piece of art. let me write you a story”  “what a marvelous story. let me make you some art for it”  “i adore your post. let me flail eloquently in the tags” “your tags are amazing and deserve to be part of the post. let me add them as comments”  “you made me get incredibly emotional. let me return the favor by making it worse”  it’s like the loveliest and most appreciative game of fandom escalation   i’ve ever had the privilege of participating in (via Rev)

(via deathtodickens)

#fandom is a magical place#fandom can’t ever die because you can’t kill an idea#something is always new to somebody and it will have seasons of harvest and fallow seasons but there’s always life#because there is love and when there’s love there is life#really I do have such feelings about fandom and how people from all over the world from all walks of life come together#people that wouldn’t otherwise meet but they have a common interest and then that leads to so much good#I mean yeah there can be a dark side too but that’s just life there can’t be light without shadows

Today is a bad head day.

I feel like I’m on the outside pressing my face to the glass desperate to belong but I don’t. I never belong anywhere.

Reading the discord and it all seems so easy these conversations. It flows and it’s nice and the people in the convo are welcomed and included. I feel like when I try and join in, it always stops all convos dead. Like boom. I hate that. I want to be part of it and I just muck it up and I don’t even know what it is that I do wrong.

I’m sad 🙁

Doing things involving other people is so scary!!

Just sent out the bingo cards for the Saffi Bingo and I’m sitting here devolving into abject paranoia that I made a mistake somewhere.

Let’s hope not eh.

No Man’s Land!!!

WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME THIS WAS ONLY 90 MINUTES LONG?!

Ahem 😳 sorry I am a terrible audio listener. I have to be stuck in some kind of manual labour before I can even begin to hope to process. I was putting this off as I thought audiobook = 9 hours or so.

I can probably listen to this most Sundays when I do the ironing. I could have listened to this weeks ago 😭

Ok ok I’m gonna go listen now. I am prepared for the feeeeeeels 🥰

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