Today is a bad head day.

I feel like I’m on the outside pressing my face to the glass desperate to belong but I don’t. I never belong anywhere.

Reading the discord and it all seems so easy these conversations. It flows and it’s nice and the people in the convo are welcomed and included. I feel like when I try and join in, it always stops all convos dead. Like boom. I hate that. I want to be part of it and I just muck it up and I don’t even know what it is that I do wrong.

I’m sad 🙁