still-searching47:

of-princes-and-savages:

still-searching47:

Another gift exchange. Another paranoid wait of “did I remember to flip to anon” ….

Seriously. I swear it’s the hardest part of a gift exchange.

THIS.

Actually there’s another nailbiting part – “did tumblr eat my ask or am I just being impatient?” because there’s no way to know if it got there or not. Like is it sitting in the inbox, or does the person think that you never sent it?

I really enjoy gift exchanges but they do bring out my paranoid side.

Reblogging my own post from September because RSS has started and it feels relevant again. Although I have discovered a fix for the “is anon on or not” paranoia – open their page in incognito mode so I’m not logged in. At least that’s one less thing to worry about.

F: What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom? What fandom was it?

My memory is shocking but looking at the fanfic I wrote, probably about 4 years, though I was definitely more active at times than others. It feels like a lifetime ago and it was very different from the fandom experience I’m having now with the Rumbelle fandom.

I guess it was a different time, we’re talking 10 years ago. I was a lot younger, I don’t think tumblr was a thing. It was all fansites, fanforums, livejournal and fanfiction.net back then, for me at least. Anyway, I’m going beyond the scope of the question sorry and I still haven’t named the fandom. It was – Without a Trace. I shipped Jack and Sam.

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I’m not sure how many seasons the show ran for in the end because I stopped watching after the fourth season. I felt like the characterization had gone out the window, and the characters had almost turned into parody versions of themselves. I stuck around in fandom for a while after that because I did love the show and the pairing, but seeing as they didn’t even get a happy ending, I’m kinda pleased I wasn’t still mega invested at the end. From what I heard, they got back together briefly, but then spit up in the shows finale – the finale! I mean how cruel is that?

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theoneandonlylittlebird:

still-searching47:

I just got home and my phone went nuts with new emails. I looked at them and I was giddy because they said – AO3 Comment on …

Excitedly I went to AO3 to look at my shiny comments and … people are having a competition as to who can post the worst Regina and Rumple hate. Thank you so much for that world. I usually respond to all my comments but I’m just not touching that.

Seriously people, just why?

Oh fuck me!!! That’s terrible!!!! 

*hugs you tight*

Thank you! @beastlycheese@beliza-fryler thank you guys as well. I only want to reblog this once because I feel kinda bad about moaning now, it was just a shock. I haven’t been posting fanfic for that long, so I hadn’t run into that before and I wasn’t sure what to do. I’ve been advised to put comment moderation on to stop it, and so I’ve done that. Anyway, thanks for being nice, I really appreciate it 🙂

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beastlycheese:

Today my fic fangirl squeal and celebratory collage goes to @still-searching47 and her Rushbelle romance Swim to the Stars.

Find out what makes Rush lose his snark. Will Belle lure him away from his research and into some trunks?

Thank you for writing and sharing.

Oh wow. You are a lovely, lovely person. Thank you so much! This is amazing 🙂

rowofstars:

still-searching47:

rowofstars:

Painting Layers of Love | Rumbelle | by @still-searching47

It had been two years since the accident.

I think I’m going to cry. You are so incredibly nice. I can’t believe it. This is just wonderful. I’m stunned. Thank you so much! It is a real honor and wow, I just … you did this for my fic? It means a lot. It’s amazing, so pretty and the pictures are all perfect. Thank you.

#I feel even more guilty now about not having updated in a while#I’m going to get on that#look at this amazing thing#this was made for my fic

Shh. You deserve all the nice things and PLL is just darling. The angst is so quiet, just like Belle’s anxiety, and then when it erupts it’s startling and you’re taken aback like oh, wait… something bad is happening … why isn’t this fic all tea and chats in the garden what is happening?!? I love how Belle talks herself into things, and then when she goes to do them it’s suddenly like NOPE what was I thinking??? ABORT MISSION. That’s so real with anxiety.

Poor Gold is just along for the ride for a while. He doesn’t know how to act and that’s actually really great because he’s not overcompensating, he’s not trying to help her all the time. He gets that she’s existed for this long without help, and he marvels at that because I don’t think he could be that solitary. Her life is peaceful and calm and slow, and he doesn’t know how to live like that. She’s very grounding for him. But for Belle, God’s arrival is this tumultuous event in her life. Yet he’s now become this calming force that is slowly pulling her back into the world. She wants to get out there again because of him, she’s realizing part of what has been missing from her life. He’s the unknown, the thing that use to thrill her and that now terrifies her.

And the way you write Belle’s disability is perfect, it’s like it’s not a thing at all, not a big deal. It’s there but you’re not having it thrown in your face that Belle’s blind Belle’s blind Belle’s blind!! It’s honestly the least interesting aspect of her because there’s so much more going on with her past, her art, her personal issues, and her budding relationship with Gold. It’s a factor but it in no way defines her.

There are no words. This is the nicest review ever. I’m just overwhelmed and I can’t believe how thoughtful this is. You are my favourite person in the world right now.

RSS signups in just over a week …

Thus begins the debate of – “am I brave enough to say yes to anyelle?”

Honestly it feels like playing Russian roulette. Several of the more popular options I would be absolutely fine with e.g. Rush, Lachlan, Ives, Father MacAvoy, Plunkett etc. There are a ton that I know nothing about but the synopsis seems reasonable (I’m going through the IMDB page). I wouldn’t be thrilled with either Barney or Danny Devine but I think I could make it work. Basically there’s just a couple of options like Nosty or Begbie, which scare me because I don’t think I could do it.

I chickened out of saying yes to anyelle with RCIJ. Now, I know that the odds are that even if I say yes, I won’t get an anyelle prompt, but if I say yes then there is the possibility. Am I brave enough to face the possibility? I don’t know /flails. Honestly, signing up is anxiety inducing enough and I’m going to say yes to smut this time (I was too much of a coward to say yes to that for RCIJ) so I’m being a little braver.

Seriously am I the only one that panics about this? Probably. But at least I’ve already decided on my prompt. Now I just need to decide whether to be brave or not, I’m leaning towards not because I am a big coward.

I’m really starting to wish I’d asked if I could post my Revelry fic on Tuesday so I wouldn’t have to have something else finished to post. The fic I was going to post I decided really needed looking over by someone else. There isn’t time for me to finish it and beg politely for help, so I need to write something else.

I think even though it’s early and might not be allowed, I’m going to have to post a monthly rumbelling fic. I sent in a question asking whether it was allowed to post before the end of the month or not and I really hope the answer is yes. It is the one fic I have on my list that I stand a chance of finishing for Tuesday.

You know that panic that I said in my last post hadn’t set in yet? Yeah I think it just kicked in. I am soooo not ready for the end of the month urk.

The NaNo Site has relaunched!!!

Honestly I’m like a kid on Christmas 🙂 I’ve accomplished nothing for a good chunk of the afternoon because I was waiting for the site to come back up.

Anyway, I’ve now created my project. It’s a bit light on details at the moment but it is only October 1st. I’m going to have to go eat dinner in a bit but I will continue writing Painting Layers of Love when I get back. The 150 words I managed between hitting F5 on the NaNo site, is not exactly going to cut it haha.

If anyone wants to add me as a buddy, here’s my profile.

Eeeek so excited. I just want to write ‘all the things’!

beliza-fryler said:

I want to do Nano this year, but I need a plot. 🙁

No Plot? No Problem!

That’s Chris Baty’s book about NaNo, and I couldn’t resist the reference sorry 🙂 Erm, yeah no I totally get it. I’m very much a planner, so there’s no way I could do NaNo either if I didn’t know what I was writing.

Ok, how about some questions. Like do you want to write an original novel or fanfic? If it’s original then I don’t know, what genre do you fancy? Genre is always a good place to start. If it’s fanfic, erm there’s that prompt tumblr which might spark something.

You know, this is actually a really good excuse to go rewatch/reread all your favorite shows/books, to get in the mood for whatever kind of writing you feel like doing – just call it research 🙂

emospritelet Said:

I’m thinking about doing it….

emospritelet:

evilsnowswan:

I see this on my dash every year, but have no idea how it actually works. Someone explain NaNo to this uneducated potato, please? 🙂

I hadn’t a clue either, but there are tons of FAQs on the website. The aim is to write 50k words over the month 🙂

Ok *rubs hands together*

The stated aim of NaNo is to “write a book in a month” or “50k in a month” but blah that isn’t what it’s really about. That is what you do, that isn’t what it is.

NaNo is about pushing yourself further than you could get on your own. It doesn’t matter whether you write 50k, a complete novel, 10k, 100k or whatever. The important thing is the taking part. My biggest regret isn’t the two years I didn’t make 50k, it’s the year I didn’t sign up at all.

It’s about setting a personal challenge, and like I said it doesn’t matter what that is, and smashing old records (whatever they are) and just generally going for it! It’s about stretch goals, reaching for the stars. Maybe you get it, maybe you don’t, but at the end of the day you’re going to have more than you would otherwise. It’s just about trying your best.

So yeah, that’s what NaNo is. It’s magic.

evilsnowswan

Checked out the FAQs, thanks. 🙂 50k Sounds doable … if one had an idea. xD Would mean no fic updates and probably no RSS though.

Do you have an idea already?

teacupsroses

A lot of people use their current fan fiction as their NaNo project as encouragement to finish it. Doing NaNo does not mean putting aside fanfic, unless you chose to do so in favor of working on something strictly original.

evilsnowswan

You can do that, use something that’s already half-written? I didn’t know that. Well, it could be helpful to have a further incentive to finish a WIP, but original project sounds good too. Mhm, need to sleep on this.

teacupsroses

Yes, you can. I know several fanfic writers who have done that. NaNo is more about the process of writing and putting the time into producing something, as well as the encouragement you get from others. What you choose to write doesn’t matter.

charmedrumbelle

I tanked last year but I’m doing it again this year. I have a private Tumblr group for support if you are interested, just PM me!

@teacupsroses is right 🙂

I mean I think the NaNo FAQ says “give yourself the gift of a clean slate” as sometimes if a project is part-done, then it’s hard to have the oomph to finish it in the timeframe. However, equally NaNo can kickstart projects and finally get them completed. I think it’s a YMMV situation.

So yeah do fanfic, do original, continue a project, start a new one – do everything! The choice is yours 🙂

woodelf68:

verseblack:

So I don’t really like the way I’ve been feeling about Belle lately…  I would appreciate some fic recs that my fellow rumbellers think portray her in a more positive light than the show has lately!  Don’t be afraid to point me at classics or stories from a few years ago 🙂  I’d love to see a strong Belle fighting for Rumple.

I’ve got some Rumbelle rec lists on my blog, as well as my own fic list. Lots of fluff! If you want a well-done imagined alternative to season 6 (written over the hiatus), try @still-searching47‘s “The War Within”. Much, much better version of what happened to Belle while she was under the sleeping curse, and the realisations that she came to. Written in a way that feels very like episodic canon. 

Thanks for the rec @woodelf68

#I’m so glad you enjoyed it#someone recced my fic wow#that is so kind

Where do you download/watch the episodes?

thestraggletag:

Not from here, that’s for sure. Downloading is bad. And I certainly don’t choose the mp4 format and the openload links for best speed.

Nope.

Don’t click on this if you live in England. You’ll get redirected to a very official looking site, informing you politely that this website (and a whole list of others) has been blocked pursuant of a high court order.

It about gave me a heart attack. I only clicked because I was curious, but I guess curiosity did kill the cat. I won’t be doing that again.

#first time I have encountered this#that was scary#the internet mods are real