I live! aka how Once restored my hope with a single scene

You may or may not have noticed that I didn’t blog about the episode last week. The reason for that is because I didn’t watch it. I had access to the episode from Monday which I was supremely grateful for. However, I’d thoroughly spoiled myself with the liveblog, and the gifsets, and I just couldn’t face it. I didn’t want to watch the scenes with full sound and picture. I felt an incredible disconnect between what I felt, and what it was clear the writers wanted me to feel.

Anyway, when I woke up this morning I had a message saying episode 10 was amazing, which was the best news we’ve had all season. So I steered clear of tumblr to remain unspoiled for 6.10 – I wanted to see for myself and yikes, they really weren’t kidding. My expectations were admittedly low but well they have said repeatedly about “darkest before dawn” and this was like a ray of sunshine and sweet merlin we needed the boost. I might have got a bit incoherent because I was just so damn excited.

Spoilers for 6.09 and 6.10 under the cut and boy was 6.10 amazing!

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6.09 – Changelings & 6.10 Wish You Were Here (Review)

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You may or may not have noticed that I didn’t blog about the episode last week. The reason for that is because I didn’t watch it. I had access to the episode from Monday which I was supremely grateful for. However, I’d thoroughly spoiled myself with the liveblog, and the gifsets, and I just couldn’t face it. I didn’t want to watch the scenes with full sound and picture. I felt an incredible disconnect between what I felt, and what it was clear the writers wanted me to feel.

Anyway, when I woke up this morning I had a message saying episode 10 was amazing, which was the best news we’ve had all season. So I steered clear of tumblr to remain unspoiled for 6.10 – I wanted to see for myself and yikes, they really weren’t kidding. My expectations were admittedly low but well they have said repeatedly about “darkest before dawn” and this was like a ray of sunshine and sweet merlin we needed the boost. I might have got a bit incoherent because I was just so damn excited.

Spoilers for 6.09 and 6.10 under the cut and boy was 6.10 amazing!

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Ok I’ve resisted asking but this is getting on my nerves now. Is anyone else having trouble with tumblr not loading gifs/images properly? Half the posts are just white space the same size as the picture. A lot of gifs are frozen rather than in motion, and the page is like it’s constantly trying to load. It’s beginning to drive me mad.

You guys are going to kill me … actually scratch that I think I might kill me. What did I just do? I am so mean. I actually feel legitimately bad about this. I didn’t even know I was going to do that until I did it, and yikes …

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#i am a terrible terrible person#i can’t even promise a quick update#it might be ending on a cliffhanger again#don’t worry i hate me too

STOP HURTING MY BABIES

I didn’t mean to, it just sort of happened … somehow. I do actually feel quite bad about it. Some authors like angst, but personally I just feel this intense need to fix it. Poor Belle and Gold, they’ve both had a very bad day.

I really need to make some progress on my RSS but I’m still trying to post fic at least every Tuesday. What I might try and do (no promises) is do Chapter Eight for next Tuesday, so Painting Layers of Love will be updated two weeks running. Considering how this fic has suffered on the update front, it’s probably due a boost anyway.

Oh you know what, it’s only 5pm, maybe I’ll start chapter eight now. I need to make this right!

Wheee I think I might have got my mojo back. Let’s cross fingers quickly but words have happened! Words! There are no words for how relieved I am. I’d barely written anything in a couple of weeks, due to events, and I was starting to get a bit scared it wasn’t going to happen.

#it turns out i can still write so maybe it’ll be ok#let’s hope#my panic about rss is starting to recede now

Great news! I have finally planned my RSS fic, I know exactly what I’m doing.

Scary news! It is a beast and when I say beast, I seriously mean it. Nobody wanted any other fic updates until January right? I mean I know I said I would try and do Tuesday’s like normal but … ok I’ll try and do Tuesday’s like normal but nothing else.

This would be an excellent time for my writing willpower to come back. I’m really going to need it.

#i am legit scared right now#i know it seemed like a good idea at the time but you crazy#this could be approaching novel length#which would have been an excellent thing to have worked out three weeks ago#why self did you write all the other stuff?

BellegoldWhat do you guys suppose Rumple is up to if the AU has no villains? Is he just chilling, using magic to keep the crops growing or something?

ouatwatcherMy theory is he is still in the jail snowing trapped him in…but who knows. For all we know he is the court jester

rumbelleluvWell I think in the promo for next ep he was still in the Snowing jail. So I bet you are right about that.  It’s just weird how they worded it.  And I can’t think that he stays in the jail the whole episode/length of the AU.  I’m pretty sure there were pics of him outside in EF form so somehow he must get out.

ouatwatcherI just want to know how Henry was born without Emma meeting Bae in the Land Without Magic. (And is Belle also still trapped in a cell?)

rumbelleluvThose are the 2 things I am worried about. I am worried about how they will explain Henry since obviously Emma was unable to meet Bae. I am also worried about Belle too. I have to think she’ll be in the AU also but I don’t know how. I would think in the beginning she is still trapped by Regina but if no curse happens then that is the divergence point and I am sure she would be freed

scribbles-by-kateI’m not expecting to see Belle in the AU at all, though it’s possible she gets a mention. If we do see her, it’ll be a nice surprise.

And I wouldn’t worry about Henry. He has to be Bae and Emma’s son because that’s how biology works. He can’t be Hook’s son because they would need a different actor for Henry. I’m guessing Bae got back to the Enchanted Forest somehow, met Emma, and they had Henry, and then Bae still died.

rumbelleluvI guess I just don’t have faith that they wont change Henry’s father in the AU and have us “suspend our belief” because its temporary. The other option I saw someone mention before (can’t remember who) is that Henry in the AU might just play the role of a random knight. That I could find more believable in an AU then changing one of his parents.

Maybe you are right though and they will find some way to say he got back to the EF somehow long enough to meet Emma and have Henry. That would be my ideal option I just have a hard time working it out in my head.

I’m wondering if it’s like the Heroes and Villains AU, so the Henry we see in knight costume, is actually our Henry undercover. It looked like in the promo, the Regina from our reality crossed over, why not Henry as well? That would solve the parent problem, and mean the writers wouldn’t have to acknowledge/reference Neal at all.

Perhaps Henry’s role is to get close to Princess Emma, and try and get her to believe in herself again, so as to end ‘the wish’ and return everything to normal. That could well be Hook’s role as well. So Hook in the AU is from the show’s reality, as I can’t see how AU!Captain Hook and Princess Emma would cross paths, especially because AU Hook should still be on his revenge crusade against Rumple.

December Status Update

A summary post of what happened last month fic-wise, and my plans for the forthcoming month, because I can’t hit a target, if I can’t see it.

Previous Status: July, August, September, October, November

Works posted in November:

The Beauty and the Tragedy (Alternate Ending)
Swim to the Stars (Rushbelle)
I Love the Way (AU family fluff, WIP)
    – Chapter One
    – Chapter Two
    – Chapter Three
    – Chapter Four
Right Kind of Wrong (Alternate season six, Complete)
    – Chapter One
    – Chapter Two
    – Chapter Three
    – Chapter Four
    – Chapter Five
    – Chapter Six

Painting Layers of Love (AU romance, WIP)
    – Chapter Six

Broken Apart (Fix-it fic based on the promo for 6.09 Changelings)
All I Needed (Swanfire/Rumbelle, Prompt verse)
    – Setting up the Nursery (Ficlet, Spite-Prompt-a-thon)
    – Breaking the News (Prequel to Setting up the Nursery)
Fall All Over Again (Season Two canon-divergence, WIP)
    – Chapter One
    – Chapter Two
Counting Stars (AU family fluff, WIP)
    – Chapter One

Coming up definitely in December:
– More Painting Layers of Love
Rumbelle Secret Santa fic

What I hope December might bring:
– Updating WIP’s until they are finished, and filling prompts has priority after RSS. I doubt I’ll have time for anything else.

November was NaNoWriMo. I said that you guys wouldn’t notice, as I probably wouldn’t be writing much more fanfic than I normally do … yeah I think you might have noticed heh 🙂 NaNo this year was kinda a disaster from my point of view. I wrote over 86k of Rumbelle fanfic (see above) but I didn’t start my original novel, and I didn’t make much progress on Nightwalkers either. Those two projects were what I wanted from the month and neither happened.

Also, I wanted 130k for the month but that didn’t happen either. I did write 86k, which is my new personal best for a months fiction total. However, basically I didn’t make any of my goals for NaNo, hence disaster. Anyway, I write all year round so it’s recoverable. December is going to be personally very difficult, so writing-wise I’ll be cutting back. My priority is RSS, and I’ll update my WIP’s when I can. I like taking part in the A Monthly Rumbelling Event but I don’t think I’ll have time. I do have an idea for the smut prompt but we’ll have to see. I’ll do my best and on January 1st I’ll see what I managed.

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Santa here! I loathe snow and ice! I live in the Pacific Northwest of the states, so occasional ice and window-scraping, but very little snow and LOTS of hot chocolate (and complaining, which I love)! How are you doing? I’m plodding away at your story, but it wants to be a beast and I want it to be like a hunky lumberjack: both are large and furry, but one is infinitely more desireable than the other… ;) How is your own creation coming?

Hi Santa!

I think complaining about the weather is mandatory heh. Personally my hot drink of choice is black coffee. I’m allergic to milk so I’ve never had hot chocolate. Anyway, I’m going to make a really bad joke now. You don’t think beasts are desirable?

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I think beasts can beat lumberjacks hehe (I told you it was a bad joke). I am sorry though if the fic is giving you trouble. Hopefully it will start behaving itself soon. I want you to have fun with it, so yeah I’m wishing you good luck!

As for my RSS fic … well I kinda haven’t started. I have my idea but I was trying to finish up some other fics first, and that sort of hasn’t happened. Basically I just have a big mess in my WIP folder right now. My plan is to update one WIP, and then forget the rest until RSS is finished. Ordinarily I could do both, but I’ve kinda lost my writing willpower recently, which is a bit scary. Anyway, there’s still about three weeks to go, so it’ll be fine.

How are you Santa? With it being December tomorrow, Christmas suddenly looks scary close. Do you celebrate Christmas? If you do, when do you decorate? Do you have any traditions? I hope you have a great week Santa!