Fires!Belle, what was it about Gold that made you fall in love with him? Were you worried that might happen when you were given your mission?

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(OOC: I love you anon, this is one of my favorite verses!)

Gold was my mission. Love was never supposed to be part of the deal. He was the target, I was to get close, infiltrate his life and then spy on him long-term. I would gain the dual benefit of access to his intelligence and my cover would be more secure due to our marriage.

Loving him went against …. well everything! However, it was impossible not to love him. Julian was like no man I’d ever met. He seemed to see through the cover identity which had been crafted to be irresistible for him – he seemed to see me, even more miraculous he seemed to prefer the real me. No matter how many times I told myself that he didn’t really know who I was, it always felt like he did. Oh he didn’t know the details of my past but I think he knew what was in my heart and he valued me.

It wasn’t about my training, or my pretty face, or what I could do for him. It felt like he cared about me just because I was me. How could I not love him? When I got subsequent missions, to sabotage operations or to kill his comrades I was very worried about what would happen. I never wanted our time together to end but it was doomed from the start. Even if there had been no side missions, I believed that he would never forgive me because of the deception that had brought us together.

It is possible that I might have been wrong about that…

WIP meme — door; dearie; damn; down.

Thank you! I love this meme, I just wish I had more WIP’s written heh. I feel like I’m just looking in the same documents at the moment.

Untitled GoldenLace Bonnie and Clyde
Gold sniffed. “I still have standards.”

Lacey followed Gold round the house, avoiding the main door. To one side, half hidden by ivy was a discrete wooden door. Gold fished in his pocket and produced a key, pushing the door open.

*****

“Not to be cliché dearie,” Gold said evenly. “But that really depends on who is
asking.”

*****

She covered it by taking another gulp of wine and wrenching her gaze away from Gold. His eyes had been glittering and it was damn hypnotic. For the first time tonight, she stopped congratulating herself, and began to wonder if maybe she was slightly out of her depth.

*****

Lacey scowled at him and slunk over to the couch. She sat down, deliberately crossing
her legs slowly to see if Gold would look at them. His eyes flickered and she gave herself a mental point. He might be trying to be a superior jack-ass but she wasn’t without a few tricks up her sleeve.

From upcoming WIP – Nightwalkers

She could hear muffled voices and then an outbreak of laughter. The door was open
and Belle could see two uniformed officers leaning against the desk, clearly teasing one another. A young man with dark hair and an easy smile, and a young woman with long blonde hair.

*****

“Ah,” Gold murmured in satisfaction. “I knew you were going to ask me that. Cora handles it and as she doesn’t know you, there’s no way you’ll get hired. I told you dearie, Cora is paranoid about cheating. No, the only way you’ll be able to go
undercover in that game, is as my escort.”

*****

Something about this man just unnerved her, perhaps because he never acted like she would expect. Gold had layers, he was a mystery, and damn her if she didn’t find that
even more attractive.

*****

It was a small town and had somehow managed to hold out against big commerce,
maintaining all independent stores down the single main street which cut through the town. There was a large out of town shopping development half an hour away, but it might as well have been a world away.

From upcoming WIP – The Winning Bid

Belle French glared at the stack of bills which were rife with ‘final reminders’. She had managed to juggle the bills for a time, getting further behind with some, to pay off enough of others to keep the wolf from the door.

*****

Impatiently Belle stormed to the door, and clattered down the stairs, slipping out the side door of the flower shop. Game of Thorns barely broke even most months, but it
kept her father from sinking into despair, and so it was still operating.

I got tagged in things 🙂

Thanks @ifishouldvanish for the 11 questions!

1) What kind of car do you drive? If you don’t drive, what is your primary mode of transportation? I have a 13 year old Toyota Yaris, though to be honest I don’t usually go out on my own so my mother tends to drive.
2) What was your favorite cartoon/tv show as a child? X-Men: Evolution probably. I used to try and get up at 7am on a Sunday to make sure I didn’t miss it because it could be on at anytime between then and 9am.
3) Describe your favorite pair of shoes that you own. I literally have three pairs of shoes. The ‘posh’ shoes which can be worn with formal trousers, they are black leather slip-on flats. Then the shoes I wear all the time which are Asics black trainers because I need the support for my knee. Then an old battered white pair of Asics trainers for doing rough work. Obviously the shoes I wear all the time are my favorite. I go literal months/years without wearing any other shoes.
4) What perfume/cologne do you wear, if any? I don’t wear any.
5) Rock, paper, or scissors? Rock
6) What was the last thing you bought? I kinda posted about that earlier. It was the steam sale so I got a couple of games I’ve been wanting for months.
7) Pick a Ninja Turtle. Michelangelo because that’s the only one I can remember. I wasn’t a fan.
8) What is the most annoying thing you can imagine? There are too many annoying things in the world, and whatever it is annoying me at the time seems like the most annoying thing in existence. I’m going to say generally though it’s real life people not leaving me alone. I like my space.
9) Rate the movie Space Jam on a scale of 1-10. Yikes it’s been years, maybe close to two decades since I saw this (I feel old now). I was a child. I think I liked it. Didn’t it have quite a cool soundtrack? I’m going to go with 6.
10) What should/could you be doing right now instead of dicking around on the internet? What I should always be doing – writing.
11) Recommend a song. Odd One by the Sick Puppies.

@bookwormchocaholic thank you for the A-Z questions! I’m going to put those under the cut because this is getting long 🙂

A- age: 27
B- biggest fears: Failing
C- current time: 11:16am.
D- drink you last had: Water
E- everyday starts with: Breakfast
F- favorite song: Odd One by the Sick Puppies
G- ghosts, are they real?: I hope not, that would be sad
H- hometown: I grew up in a little village so n/a
I- in love with: Nobody
J- jealous of: Normal people
K- killed someone: Well I kill any insects that come in my house with extreme prejudice, does that count?
L- last time you cried: I think it was reading Marie’s post season 6 fanfic.
M- middle name: Don’t have one
N- number of siblings: None, I’m an only
O- one wish: Can you wish for more wishes? Loophole time 🙂
P- person you called or texted last: No idea, it’s not something I do even on a weekly basis. Probably my mother.
Q- questions you are always asked: Do you have a boyfriend? Do you want me to fix you up? Nobody asks me that thankfully! The answer is no and no though 🙂
R- reasons to smile: I don’t know, something funny.
S- song you last sang: Nobody hit me, I think it was Love Doesn’t Stand a Chance from the Once Musical. I was making dinner and it was too quiet.
T- time you last woke up: Just gone 6am
U- underwear color: White
V- vacation destination: How about a staycation? In which case home.
W- worst habit: Procrastinating, which is hey what I’m doing right now heh
X- any x-rays: Oh tons. My knee and my shoulder for definite. I’ve also had CAT scans and MRI’s.
Y- your favorite food: Crunchy Nut Cornflakes
Z- zodiac: Taurus, is that the zodiac? I get confused.

Writing meme: I love your work, one of my favorites though is Painting Layers of Love. The way you handle Belle’s agoraphobia is touching, especially for me because I am agoraphobic from time to time. I’d love to see you tackle another phobia, like an OCD Gold.

Awww thank you *blushes* you are far too kind. Your words mean a lot and I hope the story will continue to live up to expectations. I know, I know, I need to update Painting Layers of Love. I want to and I will, it’s been a difficult few months and time has just vanished on me. I’m trying hard to get back into it.

Regarding your suggestion of Gold suffering with OCD … yeah that’s going to be a thing. I started thinking about it and *poof* a plot came into existence. No promises as to when, I have so many fics on the list and of course WIP’s come first, but this is definitely something I’d like to write.

Ask Me? What do you want to see me write?

touch deprived characters AU or magical healing sex AU ?

Touch deprived characters 100%.

Magical healing sex basically sounds like an excuse for PWP and I like my plot. It could be a fun oneshot, I’ll have to see if it’s on the AMR prompt list actually. I suppose “fuck or die” is the most extreme version of it but that has consent issues which I run a mile from. If the characters are already together then I guess it’s alright. I suppose it might also be ok if their mental state wasn’t impaired, so they could make their own decisions, but the situation would sort of force them one way so I’m a bit dubious.

I do have on my ideas list a rejected prompt from The Great Rumbelle Blow-off which was “Rumple has a boner that won’t go away until Belle decides to do something about it” but that’s established relationship, so the ‘conflict’ would just be that Rumple was embarrassed to admit the magical mishap and ask for help. An AU scenario could be that say Belle worked for an organisation and had to keep her work secret even from her husband, then there’s a mishap and she gets sex pollen basically. So she needs Gold but how would they explain it to him without revealing the secret? They can’t just send Belle home for Gold to ‘cure’ her as she wouldn’t be acting like herself and he would understandably be concerned.

Anyway I picked touch deprived characters because it’s a chance for sweet loving slow burn romance. Where they support one another, and take their time, and there’s a lot of emotions and they care for each other. It can be angsty, I mean it doesn’t have to be a new relationship, it could be an established relationship but say Gold was imprisoned and kept in solitary for some reason, and then when he’s released they have to rebuild their relationship. Basically there are options and like I said it’s sweet and loving, full of mutual support and that’s very much what I like to read.

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Fantasy AU or Scifi AU ?

This ask is like asking me to choose between my hands or something – I’m attached to both! Seriously sweet merlin I love both.

I mean fantasy is magic and monsters and nothing we were ever trained for. Sci-fi is aliens and spaceships and any kind of cool tech toys you want to write about. Mashing them together is fun. That way you can have both. Although I suppose in doing so I reveal my answer.

At the end of the day I come down on the “magic is science we don’t yet understand” side. I look at fantasy through a sci-fi lens. I love Stargate a little more than I love Once Upon a Time. So there it is really. Give me my space battles, and alien invasions. Give me energy shields, and energy weapons and Iron Man suits and transport beams.

Though I still think mashing them together is best. I just don’t like to choose.

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Historical AU or Future AU ?

Historical AU could be anything. Stargate SG1 is good inspiration for that actually because they explore a new historical world most episodes. There are so many settings. However, this is me we’re talking about so of course the first thing that comes to mind is Regency. I know it’s cliche and probably not true to life but I seriously don’t care. I will never get tired of deb balls, and dance cards, and “may I have this dance” and arranged marriages.

There’s walks in the park as they court with chaperones and slow discovery of one another. There’s scheming for titles and scandals and estates in the country and townhouses and horses and I don’t know just it’s a fun genre. Probably not historically accurate but I care more about enjoyment than accuracy to be honest *hides in box of shame*

Hmm my thinking about Future AU was basically it was similar to sci-fi AU because of the ‘futuristic’ technology. I mean if we think about how far our technology has come in the past 100 years, it could be possibly to theorize in another 100 years we’ll have spaceships capable of travel within our solar system at the very least. However, I started googling as I was trying to write this answer and I was confusing myself, and now my googling has confused me even further so now I don’t even know what Future AU is.

I mean is Future AU just anything post-canon? Like the show ends, if the pick it up then and continue wouldn’t that be a future AU? Like I said I’m very confused now. So I think my answer is going to be Historical AU because I know for definite what that one is.

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Vampire AU or Werewolf AU ?

Awww I love you *hugs* thank you for blowing up my askbox it’s always tremendous fun 🙂 You are the best!

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Ok wow tricky. I have to be honest neither AU is one I would go looking for. If an author I liked wrote one then I would read it but that’s probably as far as I would go. Not having really read much of either, I’m just going from what I imagine they contain. Both have interesting aspects to explore.

The immortality of vampires for instance creates a problem if they fall in love with a mortal. Do they turn their love and live together forever? Would their love want to outlive everyone they ever met? If the mortal stays mortal, then how would the vampire go on without their true love? Would they want to?

Werewolves have a different set of problems. I imagine the involuntary shifting once a month would mean children wouldn’t be a possibility if the werewolf was female. Do they keep their mind or are they a danger to themselves and others? Is there a stigma against werewolves? I’m thinking about Remus Lupin now. Full confession I actually wrote a few Remus/Tonks fanfics back in the day. I thought their relationship was the most compelling in the series.

Anyway, I have to choose don’t I? I think perhaps at the end of the day I’ll go with Werewolf AU 🙂

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Tropes : Star/Fan AU or Barrista AU ?

Barista AU definitely because Star/Fan AU can be a little awkward/uncomfortable as it’s too close to reality sometimes. That trope needs a very skilled writer like @worryinglyinnocent to do it justice. With Friendship and Fandoms Worry basically did friends to lovers and I adore that fic so much for that. I never got an icky feeling from it, F&F was amazing and Star Force is an absolute gift.

Plus Barista AU has so many twists because it’s quite open-ended. One of them needs to work at the coffee shop/bistro but the other person can do absolutely anything. That could lead to the Barista getting their dream job and so be a stepping stone to a different trope. Basically I think Barista AU has a lot of potential and can go in lots of directions. It’s a starting point, not an end.

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Tropes: Friends to Lovers or Enemies with Benefits?

Friends to Lovers 100% oh so much. It’s often slow burn romance and it’s sweet and loving. I like sweet and loving. Too much angst makes me feel sick.

When they start as friends they already know each other so well, so there’s this comfort level. They can banter and tease. They know how to support one another and basically it’s like they’ve seen each other at their worst – and they still jumped in. There’s history between them and shared interests, or they wouldn’t be friends. They get to hang out with their best friend and then go to bed with them as well. It’s a solid foundation for a relationship.

It’s a solid foundation for true love.

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