Hey! Great job on Fall All Over Again. I read the end today and it did not disappoint! What are you working on/thinking through?

Awww thank you! *hugs you* that’s really kind. I’m so glad you liked it!

I have so many ideas it’s crazy. Right now I obviously have my three active projects. The two WIP’s – Painting Layers of Love and Under My Skin; and the prompt verse The Price We Pay which has 5 prompts still to be filled. However, you already know about those so that’s not that interesting.

So what is up next? Honestly even if I just talk about event fics for the next couple of months we’re getting into double digits. I have nearly another dozen ideas I’m itching to dive into on top of that and I haven’t picked my “next big project” out of that list yet. It’s hard to choose because I love all the ideas. Heh reading down the ideas list trying to pick just a couple to talk about is making it even harder.

Oooh I know, I’ll just write a list with the working titles I have which should get across the basic premise.

  • Divorce and Escorts
  • Lachacy Community Service
  • Cops and Prosecutors
  • Rushbelle Marriage of Convenience (already written this one)
  • May Day Menagerie fic (super secret due to anonymous rules)
  • GoldenLace Bonnie and Clyde
  • The Winning Bid
  • Secret Agent AU
  • Nightwalkers (There has been a murder in Storybrooke)
  • GoldenLace Enchanted Bowl (from the bowling prompt I just adopted)
  • Once Upon a Lifetime sequel
  • From the prompt ‘Please don’t make me socialize’ (Single mom Belle)
  • Rushacy University
  • Rule Number Three (Enchanted Forest AU)
  • Ripple Effect (Rushbelle AU)
  • + 5 April Monthly Rumbelling ideas

The top four are for Rumbelle Order in the Court so I have until the deadline of April 11th to work on the remaining three, and obviously it’s May 1st for the May Day Menagerie. As for everything else? I don’t know how to choose.

PLOL Belle: (sorry if this has been asked before) but would you consider having Nick sit for you and paint him? I think it would be perfect.

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*blushes furiously* I … I might … I might have sort of already … I could never show him! I know that he’s always been so nice about my paintings. When he showed me *shivers* well I now know that I’m painting what I intend. However, everything else that I’ve painted I saw before the accident. All I have is how Nick’s face felt, when he let me map his features with my hands. What if I got it horribly wrong? I don’t want to offend him …

(OOC: Don’t worry 🙂 Gold will see that painting one day)

PLL!Belle – Would you let Nick watch you paint now that you know he isn’t lying about your art?

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Oh Nick wouldn’t want to do that. I’m sure that would be really boring for him. I know I would only make a mess of whatever I was trying to paint, I’d be so self-conscious. Besides my art is private, especially the unfinished pieces.

(OOC: I’m going to have to make this happen now!)

Do you have any tips for someone planning on doing something kind of like nanowrimo (basically writing something everyday to get to 50k words at the end) for this up coming month? The longest thing I’ve ever finished was a 20k fic and that took over a year of stops and starts. So I’m kind of worried I wont be able to write an original story.

Oh anon I’m touched you are asking. I hope I’ll be able to help you!

My number one tip is tracking.
I believe the NaNo site offers a way to do that year round now with their goal trackers. To write 50k in March that averages out at 1613 words a day. Sounds scary right? I mean the problem isn’t doing it once, it’s doing it every single day. Life happens, build up a word debt and then the totals start getting crazy. Been there. I know that panic, but it is avoidable. How?

Break it down
I don’t know how fast you write. That is the first thing you should work out. Get a timer of some description and when you are prepared, set it to go for 15 minutes and start writing. At the end you’ll have an idea of how many words you can write in a certain time frame. That is your baseline.

I mean March is tomorrow so you might have to go by memory but find your free time basically. What do you do now that you could cut down on a little for a month? I don’t know about you but personally I could cut down on scrolling tumblr, cut down on watching TV, I could definitely cut down on playing games on my phone. That gives you writing time and you’ll know how much you need to find because of your baseline.

Now I said to write for 15 minutes because that’s long enough to get into the story and make some progress, but not so long that attention starts to wander. You might well be able to focus a lot better than I can, but 15 mins is kinda my maximum. The trick to writing a certain amount, within a certain time frame is focus. Far easier said than done, but this is when tricking the brain comes in.

Like I said saying “I have to write 1613 words a day!!!” is super scary. Saying “I’ve just got to write for 15 minutes” is not that much of a big deal. Do that a few times and then you’ll have your words. You don’t have to break it down by time either. One of my favorite ways to break a chunk of words down is to roll a dice and write that many hundred words. I mean you can even follow  a word crawl if you like, which breaks it up for you. I actually wrote one for Once Upon a Time if you are a fan of that anon.

Back to tracking
Right I said my number one tip is tracking. That isn’t just to scare the hell out of you by working out the “average words needed per day” it’s also a good tool for encouragement. During NaNo season I update my word count fairly obsessively because I like seeing the numbers go up.

Then I’ll see that I’m fairly close to my next thousand and I’ll write a little more to get there. Then I’ll see how much I’ve written that day and I’ll be near a pretty number for that and so I’ll write a little more. Each goal is usually only a few hundred words away. A few hundred at a time is less of a big deal.

Preparation
This is kind of a “your mileage may vary” thing. Some people like to write by the seat of their pants and see where the story takes them, other people like to write full scene by scene outlines. I don’t know what kind of writer you are anon and neither approach is wrong. However, what I would say is whether you are a pantser or a planner always end a writing session knowing where you are going next.

Write yourself a note saying “next time person A slaps person B” or you know whatever. That’s just a random example. This means when you sit down to write for your next session you aren’t going “urk I’ve got no clue what to write” because oh boy that is a big time waster. If you always know what you are writing then you can just dive straight in and get on with it.

Last couple of things
Forgive yourself. Far easier said than done, I am terrible for this but it’s important. Bad writing days happen for everybody. If you don’t write one day then try and let it go, so it doesn’t drag you down. Also don’t feel you have to catch up in one day, catch up over a few days so it’s not like trying to climb such a big mountain.

Friends. We all need cheerleaders. If you haven’t got a writing buddy anon then feel free to hit my askbox anytime and I’ll be that person for you. I believe that you can write anything you want. The first time I wrote 50k in a month, I hadn’t written much of anything in about a year. That was actually also my first original story. While practice does make it easier, everybody has to start somewhere. You’re worried you won’t be able to do it but you won’t know until you try. Plus no matter how far you get, you’ll still have more than you started with and you’ll have learned things. You can do this! I believe in you.

Finished my Rushbelle marriage of convenience fic for Rumbelle Order in the Court! I’ve been absolutely desperate to write that for the past two weeks, but I didn’t let myself because I had other fics that had higher priority. Well, maybe holding out on myself is something I should do more often. It clearly worked in terms of getting it finished in record time.

Anyway, I don’t think I’ve ever finished anything so far from the deadline before but it’s no matter. One down, three to go! I’ve got a Lachacy and two Rumbelle ideas left for Rumbelle Order in the Court. I think I should probably write my May Day Menagerie fic first but after that I’m not sure. One of the Rumbelle ideas has the potential to be multi-chapter (as does the Lachacy to be honest) so I should probably start on that to at least get a feel for the length.

I know this productivity isn’t likely to last, it never does, but for this brief shining moment, it’s a good feeling 🙂

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Started my Rushbelle marriage of convenience fic for Rumbelle Order in the Court, you know the one I’ve been desperate to write for the last couple of weeks. I thought maybe I’d earned it for finishing another WIP. Plus I can’t write smut unless I’m alone in the house, and I have the house to myself until late tomorrow so I figured make the most of it right?

Well I’m 2500 words in and Rush and Belle haven’t even met yet. I might have got a teensy little bit carried away describing the colony of Misthaven. This is not helping me get to the smut /headdesk

Oh FFS. Sorry I know I shouldn’t give commentary on the writing process, it’s probably extremely boring for everybody. It’s just I’ve got nearly 4k of this fic now, there’s still no smut and my hands are getting tired. However, Rush has just agreed to marry Belle so at least there’s progress!

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leni-ba replied to your post:Started my Rushbelle marriage of convenience fic…

You… are kidding, right? Half the reason I joined Tumblr was to see everyone’s writing process. Half the fun of writing is knowing others struggle through it as well!

No I’m not kidding. I always feel if I make a personal post then everyone’s going to get instantly fed up with me, I’m going to be unfollowed on mass and lose the respect of everyone I like in the fandom. I know, that’s not really logical and probably not true but anxiety. Anyway, I try and restrict my rambling about writing to an occasional thing. The number of posts I write and then click ‘never mind’ instead of ‘post’ is ridiculous, and I always feel like I should apologize if I do succumb to clicking post. I’m sorry, that’s just me I’m afraid.

Anyway, the latest report on this Rushbelle fic is it now stands at 5.7k, and the nerve on my left elbow is complaining loudly but I think I might have finally reached the smut. I just wrote this:

With the dark robes they were all wearing, they’d never looked more like judges. Rush tightened his grip on Belle. This wasn’t just the council chamber for the leaders of Misthaven, as he’d always suspected this was a courtroom, but how the hell could they sit in judgment on his marriage? What possible evidence could be presented as to whether he and Belle were shagging or not? Short of pregnancy, and the lack of that was the whole reason for this little drama, there was no way to prove it.

I think you can probably guess what happens next 🙂

Edit: I lied it took another 1000 words before I reached the smut. Honestly with 6.5k of setup, is anybody even going to care at this point?

They’d never even kissed and now they had to shag in this alien courtroom, and there wasn’t even a bed.

Anyway, I think the smut might have to wait until tomorrow, my brain is fried. I’ve written nearly 8k today. I guess maybe really, really wanting to write a fic for weeks, using it as a bribe, and then finally saying ‘go for it’ has some advantages. The words have just poured out.

I’m kinda sorry though as it seems everyone else has writers block. I didn’t mean to steal all the words I swear!

Painting Layers of Love (Chapter Nine)

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Synopsis: Belle French lives alone and she likes it that way. She’s lived alone ever since the terrible car accident which killed her mother and claimed her eyesight. Belle spends her days painting, in complete solitude, until one day she wakes up and hears movement outside. Somebody has moved into the cottage next door. She had grown comfortable in her solitary existence until Mr Gold crashes into her life. Now her future is uncertain, like a blank canvas, waiting for her to apply the paint and decide what kind of story she is creating.

Note: Banner by the awesomely amazing @rowofstars who has very kindly and patiently beta read this chapter. Thank you so much! In this chapter there’s a prompt from @rowofstars for a reenactment of the deleted mirror scene from Skin Deep. This fic was voted TEA Best Drama and I’m still utterly overwhelmed and so grateful for the support. Thank you all! I hope that you enjoy this chapter! 🙂

Warning: Deals with depression and anxiety.

On Tumblr: Chapters One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six, Seven, Eight

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Time alone,
after something happened, was Belle’s enemy. Her head became a very dangerous
place and she couldn’t run from herself. She was afraid of her own mind, and
the negative spiral of thoughts she couldn’t escape. Sometimes it was hard to
remember a time when this hadn’t been her life. Still, despite the lack of
conflict for the last couple of years, Belle knew how best to manage it. She
had to try and distract herself enough that her subconscious could process what
happened, so that by the time she consciously thought about it again, her brain
didn’t proceed to torment her.

That was the
idea anyway. Everyone needed time to process events, it just took her longer
than it did for other people. Not wanting to be alone with her own thoughts was
why she had clung to Nick and asked him to come for dinner. Neither of them had
been in the right frame of mind for company, and that had proved disastrous.
Belle was fairly sure it ranked in the top five of the worst days of her life.
Their talk the morning after had been more positive but just as monumental, and
that time Belle hadn’t made a mistake. They’d finished their tea, and parted on
good terms and that was enough.

They both
needed time.

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Baby steps. I’m glad that they’ve decided to make a change but also that they’re taking it slowly. I think that Belle certainly is a very impulsive character and tends to jump into things, and then ends up overloading herself and being back at square one, or worse. They’re treading very carefully and considering the issues they both have, that’s the best way. I’m really enjoying watching these two unfold and trust each other more and more. 🙂

Yup that’s Belle all over and she knows that about herself, so she’s trying hard to keep herself in check. With this slow is the only way to go because fast would be a mistake and I want them to have a happy ending, well a happy ending of sorts. This was a happy chapter, nothing broke, but we’ll have to see what happens next. With things like this it does tend to be two steps forward, one step back. I’m glad you liked it! Thank you so much for commenting 🙂

Just finished Fall All Over Again and I know I shouldn’t smirk at my own work because it’s egotistical, but I managed to work in a really good ‘we are both’ moment which made me happy.

“Fuck off,” Lacey snarled, unsteadily standing again. “He’s mine! I’ll never stop fighting for him.”

This fic is such a guilty pleasure of mine. On one hand I’m pleased it’s finished because now I can write other fics, but on the flip-side I’m going to miss it a little bit. I think the only remedy for this is write another GoldenLace fic 🙂

*snorts* I know I’ve been doing shitty in the writing stakes when I look at my word count calendar and see I’ve doubled this months word count in the last five days /headdesk. Anyway, I’ve nearly finished the final chapter of Fall All Over Again – another WIP finished yay! but my arms hurting now so I’ll have to finish the last scene tomorrow.

So I started the month with four WIP’s and I’m ending it with two (well and a prompt verse). Still definite improvement 🙂 Oh and you know that bowling prompt I agreed to take earlier? Well I now have 1500 words of just planning notes, as plot happened. Can we say oops? Still I’m feeling quite positive about this trajectory. If I can continue writing more like the last few days (and less like the beginning of the month) I might stand a chance of getting back on track.

#i’m in a rare good mood#it’s actually been a productive evening

Does anyone else get scared when you really love an idea, but you can’t write it for a while because reasons, that when you finally sit down to write it that it won’t be shiny anymore and the love will be gone? I think this is a “too many ideas” problem heh, it takes too long to do anything.