sarcasticsciencefictionwriter asked:

For the fic emoji game: šŸ’–, šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø, šŸŽ¬, and ā³, please! šŸ™‚

Oh yay thank you for the ask! šŸ˜

šŸ’–Which of your fics is your pride and joy?
Oh wow! This is such a good question, I love it! Erm… also hard haha, let me think.

I’m tempted to say Time Will Tell because that started as a thought experiment. Can I take a trope I don’t really like and make it work for me? The answer was yes so it was a really cool exercise. However, I feel like I might be being overly swayed by the kind comments I’ve had on it. I have legit teared up reading them. They are frame-worthy. I have the best readers honestly.

Also it does occur to me that time plays tricks. It’s easier to remember the stuff I wrote most recently, and not how I felt when I wrote things in the past. At different times, you’d get a different answer. I have more nostalgia for my older fics these days. I’m in a very different place in my life.

Honestly I think I have to go for one of the crossovers. I questioned my life choices while writing both of them because they were such an investment of time and effort. I also knew they were both niche and I could well be writing for an audience of one. However, I still wrote them and that says a lot I think.

So ultimately I’m going to say and the Sins of Atlantis. The Sanctuary/Librarians crossover. I unironically really enjoy it and I have read it more than once. Is that egotistical? Probably. But it’s just so much fun.

šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøWhat’s a fic you didn’t expect to be popular, but really took off?
and the Brighter Side of Life. It’s a little Librarians oneshot where Eve takes Flynn home to meet her parents. The comments and kudos just poured in (comparatively). I remember being stunned at the time. It was one of half a dozen oneshots I wrote for the Librarians Prompt Month the first year I really took part. That one just went whoosh.

šŸŽ¬One of your fics gets turned into a TV series. Which one is it and what network is it on?
Ooooh. Hmm… interesting. Well this goes back to what I said earlier about time. I don’t feel much of a connection anymore beyond ā€œawwww nostalgiaā€ for my older fics. There are some cool details and dynamics, and I feel like taking notes in case I want to incorporate them somehow into a novel in the future. However, that’s about the extent of my feelings.

I haven’t written a true AU really since those days though. I love AU’s, they are a chance to be inventive. When I read back my old fic I’m like ā€œooohā€ about the ā€˜clever’ choices I made in how to bring in various characters (sorry egotistical again). But that’s the fun of AU’s really, how to make it all fit together in this new way.

Anyway it’s kinda hard to say about my more recent fic, being turned into a TV show because it already is a TV show – it’s just missing moments, canon divergence etc.

Also I got to be honest I know nothing about various networks and what they are known for, or what networks are good and what suck. Especially because I mostly watch US TV and I live in England so I never see anything on it’s original network (unless it’s a multi-region streaming thing like Disney+ I guess).

I suppose… I’m picking at writing an original serial which is the closest books get to a TV show I guess. It’s structured very much into episodes and seasons. It’s an artifact chasing type unit ala Warehouse 13/the Librarians but based in England, with worldwide adventures and predominantly queer. The Librarians was TNT and Warehouse 13 SyFy (thanks google). I think the new Librarians is on Prime like the new Leverage? The queer MC’s do make it trickier though. I think all networks suck for that. I don’t know honestly.

ā³If you could go back in time and tell your younger writer self something, what would it be?
Another great question!

This is difficult because I have learned so much craft over the years, and it would be amazing to go back and be like ā€œhere’s what you need to knowā€ so I could write better stories, much earlier. However, that’s part of learning I guess – it’s a journey. I suppose the emotion here is that I mourn the time I have lost, the stories I didn’t tell, and that has less to do with skill and more to do with mental health.

I suppose ultimately it would boil down to a clichĆ© of ā€œdon’t give upā€ because I did. As a kid I dreamed of being a writer but when I was about 14 I told myself I had to grow up. That I had more chance of winning the lottery than making any money at it, and I had to get serious and pick a real career. I sobbed all night and a few years later had my first complete mental breakdown, but I digress.

Writing is in my soul. I always return to it. That’s why I wish so much that I hadn’t turned away from it. Those ‘lost years’ I mentioned. Back in 2016 I indie published a couple of books. I look at them now and cringe, and wonder how I ever got the nerve as I feel they are so badly written (hey maybe that means my skills have improved?). However, I was finally following my dream. Then… my personal life blew up (I was going to write out what happened but I’ll spare you). In my fear and panic I made some decisions and I didn’t write much for years. I gave up on my dream. It’s only now – 8 years later!!! – that I’m coming back to it and I regret that so much.

So yeah TLDR – don’t give up on the dream. Keep writing.

Say somethingĀ goodĀ about Star Wars: Rebels

OMG do you want an essay? Ok I’ll try and be brief.

1) found family off the charts. They don’t even deny it to themselves. Ghost crew = family.

2) it’s supposed to be a ā€˜kids show’ but it makes me cry. I’ve seen it lots of times and it still hits hard enough every time. There’s so much emotion and so much depth.

3) the characters are all given their ā€œtime in the sunā€ so to speak. They have backstories, strengths and weaknesses. Everybody gets a hero moment. It’s not the Jedi and their helpers – everybody knows Hera is in charge! And this balance really brings life to the rebellion. It puts a face to it (which is probably why certain episodes hurt so badly).

4) the Ghost (their ship) is as much a character as the Falcon and I would argue even more so because we really see it as their home. The Ghost is my favourite Star Wars ship hands down. Watching it fly is just… I have feelings ok

5) I love how it ties in lots of lore. It never felt like bringing in Clone Wars characters overshadowed the regulars. It felt more like it really just all fit together. Like there could be no Star Wars universe without the Rebels crew playing their part. So we get to see Ahsoka, Rex, Maul, pre-Rogue One Leia, Lando etc. and it just works.

6) I really love what they did with the Inquisitors. Without Rebels there would have been no Jedi Fallen Order, or Obi-Wan show.

7) I don’t know I should shut up now but this show is my favourite piece of Star Wars media hands down. I have seen all the movies, all the TV shows and love most of them. For me this is the best. The characters are everything. I never tire of rewatching. I am as captivated each time as the first. There’s probably loads more I could say (this is just off the top of my head and doesn’t come close to doing this show justice).

Watch Rebels! Seriously you won’t regret it.

ladyelysandra asked:

I also have questions^^ For the emoji ask game: 🤩, šŸ¦‰ and šŸ” šŸ™‚

Yay thanks for the ask!

🤩 What’s the most meaningful comment you’ve ever received?
Honestly the comments I have got on Time Will Tell (the Sanctuary soulmate AU) have meant so much. They’ve been so complimentary and have legit made me tear up. That fic seems to work for people and I’m humbled by the kind words people have commented.

šŸ¦‰Is there another author that helped inspire you to write?
Honestly not really. I’ve been writing in some form or another since I started to read (so probably when I was about 3). Story is just part of me. There have been times in my life when my mental health has meant I haven’t been writing, but I can’t credit another author for bringing me out of it. Season of life I guess. I write because I have stories to tell.

šŸ”What is your perfect writing environment?
The one I have I guess. My office with the ultrawide monitor, NovelPad and Plottr open. Hot drink to hand. Music in the background. When I moved house I separated my gaming from the writing, making a dedicated space for both. At least now I have to be honest about what I’m doing. No more sneaky ā€œI’ll just login for 2 minutesā€ because I’d have to be in a completely different room haha.

Although… this is for drafting ^^ or planning I guess. When I revise or edit (for novels) I do that on paper and sit at the dining table. I have 3 fountain pens for different colours, a stack of highlighters and a metric ton of lined paper. I mark up the draft, I take lots of notes etc. Only when I can see the big picture and it’s a matter of pulling it together do I go back to the PC.

So to pick up from my ahhhhh I can’t sleep rant this morning this also happened.

It was 4 something and I was trying to follow that Mythbusters tumblr post. If I couldn’t sleep I would at least keep my eyes shut. But my brain was going like a runaway train (as it does) skipping through tasks like rehearsing lines for the email I had to write this morning – and then my book.

A great line re: a banter point popped into my head. I repeated it to myself half a dozen times in my brain. Considered rolling over to write it down. Went ā€œehhh I’ll rememberā€ immediately came back with ā€œno you won’t! The biggest lie we tell ourselves is I will remember thatā€ – and wouldn’t you know? In the time my brain was consumed in the debate about memory I had indeed forgotten it.

I was so annoyed I think it woke me up even more.

So it’s 4am and I’m wide awake -again.

This has become my life.

Fuck you birds with your pre-dawn chorus. Fuck you!

Is it any wonder that I loathe summer so much? It’s too hot for blankets, there are too many bugs, oh and I can’t get any fucking sleep.

I’m used to waking at 6am but the tail end of 3am/4am is just taking the piss.

The Waning Days of Dragonflight

Back in December I made a post debating about whether I would unsubscribe or not – What’s your Game? – and ultimately I think I was unsubbed for all of a couple of weeks. The sub ended December 28th and the blizz announced the Seeds of Renewal patch (with Reclaiming Gilneas) and I just couldn’t resist. The Gilneas starting zone is one of my favourites. Back in Cata days half my alts were worgen.

Anyway, I was still on a raid break. I sat Season 3/Amirdrassil out. I put in that blog post that I was trying to play more casually and remember why I loved the game. That I had got hooked achievement hunting/collecting mounts, pets etc. and to go back to that. This ā€˜attempting to play casually’ is something I have kept doing in the last few months.

Before I continue one last note about another blog post, the one I did on the Waning days of Shadowlands. In that I talked about some of my issues with the Shadowlands expansion and a bit about the upcoming Dragonflight – what I liked the sound of, what I was hesitant about, and what I wished was coming but wasn’t. I think I noted in that blog post that I had done a similar post pre-Shadowlands (it’s becoming tradition it seemed) and that it was interesting how much I still agreed with my past self – how much had actually come true. That is very much what has happened this time.

My big concern with Dragonflight before it launched was the profession rework – what do I hate the most now? Ah yes, the profession rework. The whole quality star system should go die in fire. I haven’t succeeded in levelling any profession bar fishing and skinning I think? And it pisses me off having to buy enchants from the AH (they are expensive).

But before I get too much into that how am I feeling about the game these days? I said above I had considered taking a break, and was trying to remember why I liked playing. Six months later – have I remembered?

Continue reading

ā€œThere are no rules against going out with police officersā€

Maura sweetie how would you just know that?

Maybe you looked it up?

Maybe you be dating a certain detective? 🤣

Being an adult can suck in a lot of ways

But I’ve made myself pancakes for dinner in 3 different ways this week

That’s pretty good compensation 😁

So I want to do stuff but I feel tired. Is it real fatigue? Is it mental? Does it matter?

It’s like can I push and make myself?

If I don’t then I will wonder if I could anyway.

But I do feel tired. There just aren’t the spoons.

And the tasks aren’t done and I do want to do them. They pull at my heart and nag at me and I feel guilty because it’s not like I don’t have time.

Except I’m tired (but am I really?)

Ugh. I don’t know what to do. I would very much like to not feel tired, can that be arranged?

Every year it’s Star Wars day.

Every year I think ā€œI wish I had made somethingā€

And then every year I forget.

It’s like that with others days too. I really should put several escalating alerts on my phone or something. It’s like I know it’s coming and yet it doesn’t hit until it’s here.

Shame on me.