You know what else I’m mad about?

Lt. Tyler

I know lots of people guessed so it was foreshadowed but I still thought that having him be who he was, struggling with PTSD, the abuse, his duty etc. was a story that hasn’t been handled well and early signs were relatively promising.

I know there’s a conflict here between who he thinks he is, and who he actually is. Memories vs instinct and it’s a larger theme playing out through the mirror verse.

Maybe I’d feel differently if they weren’t pushing the romance with Burnham. It doesn’t feel appropriate.

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I still think Lorca might actually originate from this mirror verse.

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But you know what for all I’m ranting now this show lost me when they killed Captain Philippa Georgiou. I thought she was going to be the lead and then nope Male captain Lorca, another maverick.

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So much wasted potential.

Watching Star Trek: Discovery and there are no words for how devastated I am.

Actually there are a few words like:

– disappointed

– betrayed

– appalled

I really can’t believe that they thought it was a good idea. A small part of me held out hope (this is sci-fi, this is the future) but it’s now been confirmed.

I don’t think I want to watch anymore. How could they do this? Why?

I dislike character death at the best of times but Culber? Happily married to Stamets and they were a great couple. I reblogged every set I could find where Stamets told the story of how they met and about love.

What was it for shock value? Well consider me shocked and changing the channel.

They just crossed a line they can’t come back from.

Hi! I’m your secret Valentine!! I just wanted to say hi and let you know I’ve your prompt okay; and also ask a couple questions, if that’s okay. Since you’re uk based and aren’t as caught up on the show, would you prefer pre-season 1 or something up to season 4.22 or an au? And aside from your prompt is there anything else you’d love to see in the fic? Your secret Valentine 💕

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Heya!

I’m really excited and kinda nervous about this exchange. It’s my first foray into the Fitzsimmons fandom but man I love Agents of Shield so much! I’m googling everyday to see if there’s an airdate yet for season 5 in the UK. Avoiding spoilers is an exercise in futility so I do know a bit and urk it looks amazing!!!

In all honesty I’m very easy to please. I know sometimes not having very many guidelines can be difficult when coming up with ideas but really what most concerns me is that you have fun. I don’t really want something set within season 5 as I wouldn’t understand any ‘in-jokes’ but any other time (or an AU) is fair game.

I mean some shows have good seasons and bad not so great seasons. For me it feels like Agents of Shield started great and has gone strength to strength ever since. I love it all! 🙂 I suppose I’m less fond of Daisy and Lincoln among those who have been regulars. Daisy has improved over the seasons but I confess still isn’t a favourite. I also find Ward in any incarnation quite boring, I just simply don’t care about him as a character. If you love any character though by all means include them, I don’t mind 🙂 As for who are my favourites? I could probably list pretty much everyone else heh.

One of the things I love most about the show is how genre savvy it is and how self-aware. Like Coulson going “spoiler alert” about Nick Fury in season 2, or Mack talking about robot movies – oh I love it when Fitz talks about the laws of physics and it’s super cute when he and Simmons finish each others sentences. Who am I kidding I love everything, this list could get seriously long.

Erm ooops sorry I think I’ve rambled and I’m not sure I’ve answered your questions. I think I got a bit enthusiastic *hides* 

Anyway first day stuff. Unless I’m sleeping then generally I’ll respond to any ask pretty quickly. If it’s more than 24 hours then tumblr ate it. I’m going to tag all responses #fssvsamreplies so you can find them easily. Please feel free to message whenever or as much as you like, you won’t be bugging me. On the other hand if you don’t feel the need except to check in once a week then that is cool too! Like I said I just want you to enjoy yourself.

I hope you are having a good week!

ETA: I forgot the really important thing!! A happy ending is an absolute must and please don’t kill anyone. Thank you 🙂

Cool Art Trick

You may or may not remember that I was super excited a few days ago because I’d discovered a new art tool. Now I’m not very good at drawing yet, I’m practising and trying to improve whenever I have time but for the moment I still need references.

Making poses look natural, lighting etc. – it’s hard! I was using Design Doll to make custom poses but you can’t save anything without spending money and the default models look more like aliens than people. You can’t clothe them, you can’t add other realistic 3D objects (just boxes so far as I can tell) – it’s limited.

Anyway, a few days ago I discovered Fuse.

It’s a program made by Adobe but it’s currently in beta so it’s absolutely free. This programs makes making 3D people an absolute doddle.

(I would recommend not playing around with the customisation too much. My first attempt I tried to make the model look like Jemma Simmons and when it came time for poses her teeth were sticking out through her skull)

But that’s fine because the face detailing can come later during the drawing phase. What I’m talking about is big picture posing/lighting.

Once the model has been made in Fuse, upload to Mixamo (the program website). This is for two reasons: 1) to be able to download it again in another format, 2) for animation.

Hang on, we’re talking about poses not animation? Well with this they are kinda one and the same. Next step is to download UnrealEngine, which is also free, looks intimidating but is actually simple enough even I could do it. Although admittedly that was because of the incredibly detailed and thorough instructions on this tutorial here.

Basically follow that tutorial and you are pretty much done. All that is left is to import the chosen animation from Mixamo (it references downloading it in the tutorial). Then double click on it in the program to open the animation editor, scan on the frames for the pose that is most like the one you want and then manually adjust the limbs.

Then don’t do what I did and try and export the pose and have to remake it 3x. Just use the dragging sliders to make the viewing area as big as possible and take a screenshot. That’s all you want from this – a reference.

Dada. Done 🙂

One day – obviously – I hope this won’t be necessary. I’m practising sketching in odd moments to try and get my eye in, and steady my hand, so one day I’ll be able to just draw without needing guidelines. That’s the hope anyway.

There is one thing I really want from Infinity War more than anything else.

Tony Stark and Doctor Strange (and others) are in a discussion.

Someone: “No shit, Sherlock”

Tony and Strange side-eye one another.

#i think i’ve said this before#and i’m sure a hundred other people too#yes i’m procrastinating how did you guess?

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AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I just found the best ever tool to help me with my digital painting – if I can learn how to use it.

I’m so excited, I just can’t hide it, I’m so excited … I forget the rest of the lyrics 🙂

@mariequitecontrarie thanks for the tag! 🙂

1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better.

@little-inkstone, @woodelf68, @barpurplewrites, @bookwormchocaholic, @sarashouldbestudying but only if you guys want, feel free to ignore 🙂

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE – I am 5’7 or taller – I wear glasses – I have at least one tattoo – I have at least one piercing – I have blonde hair – I have brown eyes I have short hair – My abs are at least somewhat defined – I have or had braces

PERSONALITY – I love meeting new people – People tell me I am funny – Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine – I enjoy physical challenges – I enjoy mental challenges – I am playfully rude to people I know – I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it – There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY – I can sing well – I can play an instrument – I can do over 30 pushups without stopping – I am a fast runner – I can draw well – I have a good memory – I am good at doing math in my head – I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute – I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling – I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch – I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES – I enjoy sports – I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else – I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else – I have learned a new song in the past week – I exercise at least once a week – I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months – I have drawn something in the past monthI enjoy writing – Fandoms are my #1 priority – I do some form of martial arts

EXPERIENCES – I have had my first kiss – I have had alcohol – I have scored a winning point in a sport – I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting – I have been at an overnight event – I have been in a taxi – I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year – I have beaten a video game in one day – I have visited another country – I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE – I have one person that I consider to be my best friend I live close to my school/work – My parents are still together – I have at least one sibling – I live in the United States – There is snow where I live right now – I have hung out with a friend in the past month – I have a smart phone – I own at least 15 CDs – I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS – I am in a Relationship – I have a crush on a celebrity – I have a crush on someone I know – I’ve been in at least 3 relationships – I have never been in a Relationship – I have admitted my feelings to a crush – I get crushes easily – I have had a crush for over a year – I have been in a relationship for over a year – I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM – I have break-danced – I know a person named Jamie – I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce – I have dyed my hair -I’m listening to a song on repeat right now – I have punched someone in the past week – I know someone who has gone to jail – I have broken a bone – I have eaten a waffle today – I speak at least two languages – I have made a new friend in the past year

Farming Old Content to Access New

This was a debate topic on BlizzardWatch fairly recently and my friend Waya (oops I still think of you like that) – Joakim – mentioned it in the comments where we’ve been chatting. It was thought-provoking because he agreed with the person I’d been debating with on BW and I have an alternate point of view. I figured that would make it a good topic for a post.

My argument is as follows:
– Races are cosmetic
– The game isn’t just the latest expansion
– Having to work towards things/not having immediate access is ok
– Because it’s just cosmetic

See it kinda goes full circle. If it was gear or something progression related being gated then I’d understand the contention. It would hold people back from playing but something cosmetic? Plus it’s not like there aren’t these gates already in the game and for classes which aren’t cosmetic! Death Knights require another class to be levelled to 55, and I think Demon Hunters require a level 98. There is precedence for having to play something else in order to unlock what you want.

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New Year Retrospective and Art Update

Back in September I said that I’d had a bit of a revelation. It was probably a doh revelation but I can be quite dense. Basically I stated that “I’m an artist” whereas for years (all my life really) I’ve been saying the opposite, that I’m no good at art etc. I then did another post about Where I start and this is the follow-up to that.

It’s a lot later than I’d intended and that’s why this post is also my New Year post because September-December last year didn’t go at all according to plan. I think I said a bit about that in my NaNo post, where I confessed to writing only 11k (my lowest total ever). True I had gone back to university so I was busier than I’d been in years but time wasn’t really the problem.

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Having answered twice that “long languishing fic – will this be the year it gets finished and posted?” I’ve now remembered the other half-dozen, half-written fics. Last year I started things mainly for AMR and oops…

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Ok I hereby coin 2018 as the year of getting stuff finished. So mote it be!