Class Fantasy

Yet another topic I referenced the other day that I feel like going into in more depth šŸ™‚

I said about finding joy in the game, and that there were more reasons to be invested than just chasing better gear. Anyway one of the reasons I gave was about story and lore and that animations and just getting into the feeling of playing different classes, meant it was more than just pushing a different combination of buttons. I said that I tried to pick my race/class combos based on what made sense to me lore-wise.

Right so that’s what I’m saying with this post! It’s not anything clever, it’s just me running down the different races/classes and saying what I think works, and what doesn’t, and why. It’s all opinion-based and probably quite rambling šŸ™‚ I thought about doing this per-class but I opted for race in the end. So starting from the top:

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jackabelle73Ā Ā asked:

For the time-themed asks… Thursday, September, ancient.

Wheee thank you for the ask! šŸ™‚

Thursday: have you ever written a high fantasy concept?
*googles high fantasy for definition* ok google says that its fantasy that is set in a different world, rather than being part of Earth.

Erm I guess maybe my pure Enchanted Forest stuff might count? I don’t have very much of that written. I have a lot in my head (I like to tell myself stories when I can’t sleep).

I’m going to say maybe?

september: share a comment or review which still warms your heart?
Hmm well what touched me most recently was @mariequitecontrarie comment on my Timeless fic. It wasn’t anything they said, it was the fact that they read and commented at all! Because I happen to know Marie doesn’t watch Timeless so they read the fic just for me, because they like my writing (I hope?) and because we are friends. I just thought that was an incredibly kind thing to do. It really meant a lot.

ancient: the first fic you ever posted online?
I think I’ve answered this one. Yup found it!

Link

Basically TLDR it was getting on for two decades ago, I was 11 and it was embarrassing.

Opposing faction dilemma

Look a blog post that isn’t cross-posted from tumblr! They do exist! šŸ™‚

I could have posted this on tumblr like I did about my last two posts re: gear and a sense of wonder. However I don’t think that tumblrs really the place for those kind of posts. I think I can ramble about how I’m playing maybe but not get too serious on actual ‘blog post type topics’. You know this blog started life as a Warcraft blog and it has survived and evolved and gone private (I’m talking to myself!) but that’s cool because I just like getting things off my mind.

What prompted this post is that I’ve been playing my Horde Demon Hunter exactly the same way I’ve been playing my Alliance Paladin. Essentially I’m running two mains. However I have to confess that I’m enjoying the Demon Hunter more (sorry my beloved paladin!) and also I like the allied races for Horde better (I really want a Zandalari!). It was yesterday when I was looking at stat priorities for the Demon Hunter, and noting the difference between the two specs, that I realized I had a problem.

I didn’t level any of my professions in Legion because I simply didn’t get round to it. However, Alliance side, I do have a stable of alts with every single profession assigned to them AND (as of yesterday) all of my profession alts are 110. So I could if I wanted take them to Kul Tiras to gather mats, and then make enchants/gems etc. for my Paladin. That’s why the stable of alts got started in the first place – to support my main – sure it evolved over time and I enjoyed playing some but that’s not relevant to the matter at hand.

The point is I don’t have any professions Horde side. I also have very little gold (about 30k) and I only have one Horde alt that is approaching max-level (the level 90 Tauren Paladin) which I have zero interest in levelling now because of Zandalari Paladins. There is no way I can gain access to professions anytime soon. However, does that mean I just ignore them? Or should I make my DH a gatherer and farm mats when I see them in the thought that maybe I’ll need them one day?

This is the dilemma spoken about in the title. I have depth Alliance side, I have a stable of options, and Horde is pretty much brand new like I’m a new player – it’s starting over! Another point to make is that I don’t intend to raid or do any kind of group content that I can’t access through LFG, which means the maximum I can do is heroic dungeons and LFR raids. I suppose my only thought re: appropriate stats and enhancements is that I’m afraid of people, and I’m especially afraid because I do want to tank and at the same time I don’t. I like tanking, I just don’t like people; I hate it when people pull for me, I hate the ‘constant moving go go go’ environment. If I tank and anything goes wrong, I don’t want to hand people ammunition to throw at me I guess.

I guess maybe it’s less of a faction dilemma and more a dilemma about how far I go. You see I want to complete everything, I’m a completionist and a collector but I do hate duplicating effort. So I’m not sure I’d ever want to level professions twice if I tried to create a stable Horde-side like I have Alliance-side, especially because I’m not playing ‘seriously’ on either side.

Maybe this is more of a ramble suited for tumblr after all :/ because basically the ultimate question is how far do you go in setting the goals? I say goals because the game is too massive and too expansive to ever actually achieve everything.

Question for the world.

Why am I always most inspired/ambitious about projects when I’m engaged in manual labour e.g. ironing, or doing something where I’m trapped and can’t even take notes e.g. driving?

Can’t I have that impetus when I’m sitting at my desk please?

In which I rant about Instagram

Post OneĀ (4:46pm)
Why is Instagram so popular?

I ask because I just tried to create an account to see what all the fuss was about. It didn’t like the usernames I was putting in and then it kept saying ā€œsomething has gone wrong, try again laterā€. Then when I tried again later it said I had already connected my facebook (even though facebook said no) and just put me in this endless loop of login-create account over and over.

Annoyed I tried a different email and username. It kept saying ā€œsomething has gone wrongā€ so I left it and did as it suggested and ā€œtried again laterā€. Now it is saying both accounts have been created but they have been disabled for breaking the terms of service.

I would dearly love to know how I can break the terms of service just trying to sign up – I haven’t even logged in yet!

Also I was doing all of this on the PC which I thought would be less buggy than an app. I did download the app as it seemed to be the only way to get any support and I filled in the ā€œI think you’ve made a mistake formā€ although at this point I just want them to let me delete it and I can pretend this whole adventure never happened.

Seriously why do people like instagram if you can’t even create an account?

Post Two (4:57pm)
You have got to be fucking kidding me?

I got an automated response to my ā€œyou’ve made an errorā€ and they want a picture of me with my face? Like seriously?!?! I haven’t even used the damn account and I wouldn’t put my face on it anyway. It even says that in this stupid automated thing, that it doesn’t matter if there are no pictures of you on the account, but that they have to have it anyway.

This is complete lunacy.

Seriously I am flabbergasted. This makes zero sense. All I was doing was trying to create an account. I’m speechless really in how stunned I am.

Google reckons Instagram is worth about $100 billion. That much and somebody who is reasonably tech savvy can’t create an account. I’m stunned, really I am, and also they are not getting a picture of my face. Ok they have two of my emails on their blacklist but I will live with that. It’s not like I was doing anything wrong, I was just trying to create an account.

Post Three (5:20pm)
Ok I’m sorry I know this is my third post but I’m just ???? at Instagram.

I googled and it suggested I tried the ā€œI forgot my passwordā€ login link to gain access to the account. I put in the email and it said ā€œno account existsā€ so I tried the username and it said ā€œno account existsā€ but if I use those details on the create account page it says ā€œno already in useā€

Like there is no winning with this stupid service.

I’m really thrown. My cousins all use instagram constantly and I was curious. Now I’m just pissed off. I honestly can’t believe that service is so popular and yeah I’m going to stop ranting now. I know this is my third post about it. I just can’t believe the… *deep breath* I will stop, I’m sorry.

A sense of wonder

I added this almost as an addendum to my post yesterday about gear but I’m going to highlight it just because šŸ™‚

Since I resubbed I’ve been struck several times about how beautiful the environment is. Now some of that is because it’s now rendered in gorgeous ultrawide, and because I can actually see what I’m looking at as it’s not all so dark *rolls eyes* but I think it’s also because I’m prepared to see it. I felt this way when I resubbed for Legion and that was on the old dark screen.

Prior to that I would say the last time I felt a sense of wonder re: environment was when I saw the Valley of the Four Winds for the first time (a very light zone). My breath caught in my throat as my character crested the hill and I just went WOW because WOW.

I remember playing Swtor once, on the Imperial Agent, and my jaw was on the floor at the animations and how I could snipe across platforms (warcraft would give line of sight errors for that) and it was anyway just an incredible moment.

In the post yesterday I said that my main point was if the game is broken down into simple terms it’s ā€œhit buttons and stuff diesā€ and so while the buttons might change sequence a little (alts) or the mobs might change (encounters), it’s still just hit buttons and stuff dies. There has to be some kind of immersing factor to transcend what the hands are doing, so that it feels fresh and different and fun otherwise there’s no playability.

These days I sometimes narrate what I’m doing, like if I’m on my pally I’ll respond to dialogue on the screen with stuff like ā€œI’m Tirion Fordrings heir, I’m the light I will save you!ā€ etc. or on my Demon Hunter I’m the biggest spacebar clown in the world and I’ll often say wheee when I glide off stuff and cackle because in some respects Demon Hunters got flight early :p

I also try and be thematically appropriate in my choice of race/class combo, and sometimes even spec. Like my Void Elf had to be a Priest because of shadows so duh has to be shadow spec. I used to be Disc mostly on my old priest so shadow is actually entirely new to me. If I ever play my Nightborne, that’s a mage and I’ll spec arcane because duh magic hehe.

My Demon Hunter can wield other weapons but I always instantly transmog back into Warglaives because nothing else is appropriate imo. Since being granted Ashbringer my pally refuses to wield anything else. You know stuff like that.

The game is just a game where you hit buttons and stuff dies unless you make it more than that. You can make it more in whatever fashion feels right for you but I guess I’m just saying a sense of wonder helps, you enjoying the sights of the world and the animations and of course very fundamentally (for me at least) the story.

It’s not all about gear

I’m sorry I gotta. I just read today’s The Queue on Blizzard Watch and there was a question basically saying ā€œhaven’t played in a bit, what should I do?ā€ and the suggestion said ā€œquickest way to gear upā€ and then ā€œfill any gear holesā€ and then ā€œgroup content aka mythic+ā€ and I just looked at it and went really?

Blogging about stuff is actually super cool because I have an archive which goes back to early 2012 and I’d already been playing Warcraft for about three years at that point. So I don’t have my perspective from day one but I do have my transition from solo player —> pick-up raid healer —> raid healer —> raid tank —> raid leader/main tank —> solo player.

It’s funny considering how much raid tanking I wound up doing, and how much I preferred it to healing, that I have an article from 2012 explaining how much I hated raid tanking. You see actually I never hated it, it’s just that it scared the heebie-jeebies out of me. Once I got to the point that I felt I could do better than the PUGs my guild was forced to call in, I realized that I wanted to tank and then I really grew to enjoy it.

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This morning I looked on wowhead to see when the Legion invasion was (I’m still levelling an alt at a time up to 110) and I saw this post about the Zandalari racials. The poster was complaining and demanding that Blizz nerf them.

Now I don’t know anything about the combat racial (blessing of the loa I think it is?) and to be honest don’t care. The targeted racial that got my attention was Regeneratin because it made me even more excited to roll a Zandalari.

Years and years ago, way back when Swtor was first released which was … oh crumbs, 2011, anyway pretty soon after that I wrote a post on my blog called ā€œWhy my Paladin is jealous of my Bounty Hunterā€ and one of the reasons I gave was the out of combat regen that all Swtor classes have. They are themed, so Bounty Hunters are ā€˜lock and load’ I think? with an animation of reloading the gun. The sith have seethe so they turn red and look menacing. Anyway the point is they can regen out of combat.

Yesterday quite by chance I was doing the ā€˜Zandalar Forever’ scenario on my Demon Hunter and I accidentally went through the blue flames and my health dropped to 5%. Demon Hunters don’t have any heals except in combat when they can kill a mob and pick up a soul shard. I never ever remember to have any food in my bags, so I just had to stand chilling on the top of the pyramid for a few minutes while my health passively regenerated – that was boring!

I mean my pally can boost health with Flash of Light. I suspect other classes with healing specs have similar boons, and mages can of course conjure food on demand, but other classes don’t have that.

With the Zandalari blizz were implementing something I’ve wanted for years – a great quality of life improvement! Rather than nerfing it, I think they should expand it to all races! It doesn’t provide buffs so people will still have to craft food if they want any ā€˜well fed’ boosts. Just for questing or non-competitive combat, why can’t people just have a Regeneratin ability? It makes for less annoying pauses in gameplay.

So anyway that’s my thought of the day.

#in which I reckon there’s still stuff warcraft can learn from swtor

jackabelle73 reblogged your post and added: ā€œWIP Wednesdayā€

OMG, you articulated my feelings exactly!! Can’t work on Fic A b/c it’s too precious to risk me screwing it up, but also can’t work on Fic B b/c of guilt over not completing Fic A. It’s an effin’ vicious circle.

Do you ever feel like you’re letting down your fave character or OTP, if you don’t do their story justice?

I’ll say to you, what you said to me… you’re not alone in this. I feel the same things you described in this post, and I bet others do too.

You’ve probably seen that post about the pottery class, where the students who went for quantity over quality ended up producing the best quality pots anyway, b/c they were actually doing the thing, instead of making endless plans to do it.

You and I, my friend, need to do the thing. I will if you will. Last one to post an update is a rotten egg!!

*throws down gauntlet*

Oh man, ā€œlast one is a rotten eggā€ I haven’t heard that in years hehe. Yes it is definitely an expression over here šŸ™‚

*hugs you* I have seen that post about the pots! I know, I know, it’s like intellectually I know it but then my heart/my subconscious just doesn’t pay attention /facepalm

I am terrible at following my own advice, I am always repeating the advice about the pots, and saying just do the thing, and then do I do the thing? We definitely do need to do the thing! Listen to Belle’s advice perhaps and ā€œdo the brave thingā€ šŸ™‚

WIP Wednesday

So I wasn’t going to do this today buuuuut I can’t stop thinking about @jackabelle73 post which was so honest and it made me think that I missed something. See my original intent behind WIP Wednesday was to foster excitement, to talk about our ideas and build them up and remember why we loved them so much. The old ā€˜fake it until you make it’ kinda thing.

I confess I was having a very bad day when I came up with the idea and I was just flailing around because I wanted to feel good about writing again. I wanted to rediscover my passion, to remember why I love my ideas and to actually get some progress going. I envisaged a community, where we could bounce off one another, foster a spirit of positivity. But the thing about communities is that they take the rough with the smooth. I said to Jackie that we are all in her corner, that part of what makes the fanfic community so great is that there are less barriers, we can admit when we’re hurt and know we are among friends.

Anyway, that brings me to what I’m going to talk about today. Jackie bared her soul and I think I’m going to as well. I have two competing demons – fear and obligation. I’m terrified of working on projects I care about because I feel that they will never be good enough, that I’m wasting my time, who am I kidding with this shit, that I’m an utter loser etc. Etc. Continue ad-nausem BUT I also can’t work on anything else because it’s like somebody bashing cymbals together in my brain the whole time screaming ā€œyou should be working on the other thing!!ā€

To put that in context:
– Painting Layers of Love scares the shit out of me because it’s become too important and I’m terrified of messing it up. So it’s hard to sit down and work on it and even if I do, I’m paralysed because everything I type I delete as it’s all so awful and bad.
– If I try and work on any other fanfic project I’m instantly paralysed and usually wind up pacing my room in agitation because I feel like I’m doing the wrong thing. I should be working on PLL.

The easy love for projects is just completely strangled. I feel like I can’t invest myself in any fanfic project because I feel far too guilty. If I look at what I have posted since PLL it’s mostly been little oneshots that I dashed off in one sitting. The Timeless fic was the exception and that was a prompt fill, and so the whole ā€˜waiting for the prompt’ thing obviously managed to convince my brain it could jump the queue.

My Creative Resolutions for 2019 (which I never posted on here out of embarrassment) basically boiled down to ā€œbe nicer to yourselfā€ and in writing this post I’m confirming that it’s February and I haven’t learned a thing. You see I don’t know how to get past my utter terror of never being good enough, I don’t know how to let go of my guilt long enough to pursue something else.

I said last week that In Your Arms 3 was planned and intended for this months AMR. Still haven’t written a word and I’m beginning to think I won’t. That’s another verse I’m scared of screwing up.

So yeah this is a shitty WIP Wednesday really because all it does is explain why there has been zero progress on any of my WIP’s for 2 years. Not positive at all and I’m sorry for that, I’m sorry for all of it.

#I used to follow the maxim I can fix a bad page I can’t fix a blank page but somewhere along the road I lost my way#in which I explain why I’ve forgotten how to word