15 questions, for 15 friends

@purlturtle thanks for the tag!

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Technically no. As while I chose my name because I had sort of ‘absorbed it into my consciousness’ from a TV character, I didn’t name myself after them. However, if I had named myself a few years later I probably would have haha (Sam Carter, role model). But nope, not named after anyone.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Teared up a bit yesterday but didn’t actually cry. Tuesday. I got scared and it’s like a pressure release valve I guess.

DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope. Never will either.

WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?
Hmm. I’m not a sporty person. I do keep meaning to take my basketball to the court and play a game of 21 against myself. A million years ago when I was at high school I played cricket. I’ve always liked tennis but rarely ever had the opportunity to play. The trouble with sports is they generally require other people and I don’t do well with people.

DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeah sometimes. I don’t recognise it when other people use it on me though. I’m weirdly literal. I guess I can get my sarcasm as I know I’m being sarcastic.

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Oooh interesting, I’m not sure. I mean there’s so much to take in about a person in just a single glance. Age, gender, size etc. I suppose it probably boils down to threat assessment – do they look scary?

WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOR?
Brown

SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings 110%. I’m the worlds biggest wuss, I don’t do scary movies at all. Anything with a jump scare in it is a huge no-no.

ANY TALENTS?
I like to sort things. I’m also good at doing things the exact same way, every single time.

WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Not my fault, I didn’t choose it – Harlow, in Essex (England). Debated whether to answer this but I’m pretty sure it’s not my security question anywhere haha.

WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
Writing, art, lego, piano, reading, video games. Think that covers the broad strokes but there’s a lot to unpack with some of those ‘areas’.

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
Nope. I don’t do well with anything that’s alive to be honest, it’s too unpredictable for me.

HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5ft 3″ (I think). Mum has tried to tell me for years that I’m 5ft 2″ because she’s 3″ and she’s taller. But she definitely isn’t anymore (I hate that actually, mum should be taller than me, she’s the mum but alas shrinkage).

FAVOURITE SUBJECT?
What when I was at school? I always wanted it to be English because I do love stories, but we never got to analyse them how I wanted (meta posts my beloved). Honestly it was probably History. It’s kinda a story itself. The cause and the effect and the interconnected nature of developments.

These days it’s definitely writing. I could talk about it for days.

DREAM JOB?
Funnily enough – writer 🙂 Well actually I suppose to be accurate – storyteller. Writing is the medium I am most practiced with but I do hope to level up my art skills enough to utilise those. Illustration, cover art etc. at a minimum but how cool would it be to draw my own graphic novel? I’m a million miles away from being good enough for that but that’s why it’s a dream.

I have a dozen novel series I want to share with the world. Maybe I will be able to one day.

lilolilyr asked:

4, 8, 18 for the fic ask? 🙂

Thank you!!! 🙂

4) How do you choose which fics to write?
When I was writing fanfic it was mostly by prioritising.

I’ve said before about my lists. I get an idea – it goes on the list. Say I get an idea for an event – it goes straight to the top, everything else has to wait. When I finish a WIP/there’s no events etc. I can then pick off the list. Invariably though what happens is I don’t pick the oldest idea, I usually pick whatever is newest because it still has the shiny quality. In some ways the list is a bit of a death sentence for ideas.

8) Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip
I can’t really do this because I’m not writing fanfic anymore. Sorry. I post a line off my art the other day about “librarians win with what they know – not magic” but that’s all I have for you.

18) Do you enjoy research? Which fic of yours required the most research?
Answered here 🙂

You get two bonus questions because of the repeat/skip 🙂

3) Do you share your fic ideas, or do you keep them to yourself?
This is tricky. There is honestly nothing I like more than talking about my ideas. I can exhaust anyone and everyone. I remember back in the day when we did TMI Tuesday I used to be desperate for people to ask me. I would try and bait the question sometimes. It was probably kinda attention seeking and I should be more sorry than I am. I don’t know if this also tied into how I always feel like an outsider. Although I shouldn’t be claiming I feel invisible when I’ve had so many wonderful asks lately (I seriously do appreciate you guys so much).

The trouble is though, what happens if you never get round to writing the idea? Having talked about it, that feels a bit like a promise made, and a debt unpaid. It’s never my intention to tease. I just genuinely love my ideas and wish I could will them into existence. I want to read them!

All of this is about fanfic ^^ and I mostly don’t talk about my doomed ideas anymore. Sometimes I’ll make a reference because I’m nostalgic, because I wish I had got round to writing it. Also because I wish it could live somewhere other than in my head.

For my original novels I’ll make vague references sometimes, and I would love to talk about them, but I’m hesitant to share. I’m protective I guess.

24) How do you choose whose POV to write in?
(in which I apparently have a lot to say)

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sarcasticsciencefictionwriter asked:

For the Fanfiction Writing ask: 2, 18, 29, and 48, please! 😁

Yay thank you for the ask!

2) Where do you get your fic ideas?
Ask me at the time and I’ll know. Ask me now and I’m not sure. Some are obvious. Like if there’s a specific prompt and then my brain chewed on it and lightning struck boom and it coalesced and came together into something.

As you are a Sanctuary friend let’s take some of those fics:

  • Happy Ending = the song “this is the way that we love / like it’s forever / and then live the rest of our lives / but not together” and I was like, make it fluffy. I don’t know. I was just coming off writing Our Darkest Hour.
  • Choosing Fate / Time Will Tell = the tropes. I was like let’s do an arranged marriage AU. Pretty sure I was watching Bridgerton at the time as well. And then I wanted to see if I could make Soulmates a trope I could like.
  • Life Without Purpose = for a Zombies in July event
  • Gentlemen of Blood = I was given the title, and had to think of a fic to go with it. That Bond quote by M came into my head of “when they say they have people everywhere, you don’t expect one to be in the bloody room” plus the Sherlock Holmes movies.

I don’t know, does that answer it a bit? My brain is a mess and it just needs prompting for it to spark basically.

18) Do you enjoy research? Which fic of yours required the most research?
Nope I’m too lazy. I get easily frustrated. If I can’t find the answer quickly I get annoyed. The internet is wonderful and I want to strangulate it sometimes. It’s like I know the information must be there, but can I find it? It’s no wonder I am drawn more and more to making my own worlds, because then I can just make everything up and don’t have to worry about if I’m right or not. I just have to be consistent within my own story.

The aforementioned Happy Ending actually took a surprising amount of research, which to be honest probably ruined the fic because once I had all the stupid marriage details, I had to include them because I had bothered to look them up dammit. Haha, I know, why self? Also Odyssey: Future’s Legacy had a lot of history in it and I had to make all the timelines line up. Let me tell you timezones + international travel = headache. I’m pretty sure Warehouse 13 never paid attention to travel times on the actual show but I made everything plausible.

29) What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of?
Already answered here 🙂

48) Who is your favorite character to write for? Has this changed since you’ve started writing for that fandom?
This is very close to question 41 (here).

Ok well let’s go with Sanctuary fandom. I’m going to go left field and answer with Nigel. Which isn’t exactly true but I will explain. Nigel is like the forgotten member of The Five a lot of the time. He’s the one that didn’t live until the 21st century and the one that isn’t romantically linked with Helen. There’s very little known about him and I was surprised and delighted as the more I referenced him, the more cohesive he felt in my mind. He got an actual personality, backstory, goals etc. So while Nigel isn’t a favourite character, I do enjoy how I developed him.

Bonus question as you had a repeat!

11) Do you write scenes in order, or do you jump around?
I’m a very linear writer. I literally can’t write out of order. Sometimes this trips me up because I think if I sense that something I have written isn’t right (aka the foundation is rocky) then I grind to a halt and stop making progress. Now with fanfic which I never tended to revise that heavily, that’s fair enough – I’m not going to do a complete redraft but with original work? Ehhh.

It is generally speaking better to revise a complete draft, to see the entire picture. I can’t recall where I first heard the expression but I have applied it to drafting ever since – “there’s little point in polishing a turd” – aka, I don’t know what I’m going to have to cut until I can look at the whole thing, so don’t waste time polishing a scene that might not make it. But yeah getting frozen because I have to be linear, but something isn’t right, but I shouldn’t waste time fixing it – frustrated mental scream!

Oh another point! I have a friend that exclusively jumps around, I don’t think they could write linearly if they tried. I have always wanted to ask them, but haven’t dared in case they think I’m judging them (and I’m definitely not!), whether they find foreshadowing/thematic arcs/character emotional journey’s etc. harder to write as it’s out of order. For me, I can’t imagine getting my head round it backwards but clearly people do it, so that’s a me problem. But yeah no I have to be linear.

chartreuseian asked:

Hey hey 😄 For the fanfic writer asks!!

10, 17, 29 and 41

Hey thank you so much for the ask!!

10) Do you work on multiple wips or stick to one fic at a time?
I thought I had already answered this but must have been for a previous ask meme. I’ve done a few of them lately and it’s such fun, thanks for playing all.

Anyway! I actively work on just one. More live in my brain obviously but ping-ponging between projects just makes progress so glacial it gets really discouraging. So one at a time 🙂

17) Do you have a writing routine?
I guess? I turn the PC on. Boot Plottr, open NovelPad. I get my planner and write down the scene I’m working on that day. I decide what my goal is for the day. Lately it’s been more time-focused rather than goal. I have a horrible habit of not focusing if I say “do X number of words” and then I sit there forever being miserable. Much better to give myself a time limit, and whatever I get done is all I get for the day. I keep hoping it will teach me to spend my time more wisely but alas there are still days I procrastinate badly.

29) What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of?
Already answered here 🙂

41) Who’s your favorite character you’ve written?
Hmm. What I enjoy the most I think is when I can hear the character, and I feel like I captured their voice. That doesn’t happen a lot. It has happened with Claudia (Warehouse 13), and I had it happen quite a bit in my Librarians/Sanctuary crossover. I think it helps if the characters have phrases they often use.

But favourite character to write just generally? You know I’m tempted to say Nikola. I went through a phase where I felt like I should tag every fic I was writing with “Nikola is a good friend” because it was just coming out that way. He’s a snarky bastard who talks a good game but he doesn’t fool me, he can bluster all he wants but I know how much he cares for his friends.

Although I have liked writing Eve in my Librarians fics.

Bonus question because you had a repeat 🙂

52) What’s the average word count of your fics?
943,505 / 81 (as I have 2 fanarts on AO3) = 11,648

Given my propensity for lengthy multi-chaptered I am surprised it’s that low, but then I guess there are a fair few oneshots as well, and it is an average.

I’m bummed it’s close to a million but not over it. Makes me wonder if I scrape my HD for all the prompt ficlets I never posted anywhere other than tumblr, or the fanfic I never finished/posted, if I would get there. I doubt it. I’ve probably got 20k or so but not nearly 60k. Sad.

truedairship asked:

1, 14, 27, 29 for the writers ask:)

Thank you for the ask!! ❤️

1) Do you daydream a lot before you write, or go for it as soon as the ideas strike?

I would absolutely LOVE to be able to write as soon as I get the idea. Back in the day I did sometimes do that and it was free, and fun, and so exhilarating until I ended up with half a dozen WIPs and felt so stressed about it all.

Honestly most of my ideas live on a list for years before they get written – if they ever do. It’s something that depresses me if I think about it, how so many ideas will never be realised because the ideas never stop. It would take me years – a decade or more – even writing solidly to write everything on my list now. To be honest because of this outside when I first get the burst of the idea, I try not to daydream about it too much. I can’t work on everything, all at once, and I don’t want to forget anything and then get that nagging feeling that I had a better idea if I ever do get round to working on it.

14) What is your favorite location and position to write in?

At my desk, on the PC. For my original novels I’ve been planning in Plottr (and have that open on one side) and drafting in NovelPad (open on the other side). I need that reference. I am so unbelievably spoiled having an UltraWide monitor (and before that I had dual screens) that I don’t function well without. I have attempted to write on the iPad and I get frustrated and give up if it’s anything more than a simple oneshot with little/no planning. If I can’t have it open in one window, then it’s a PC job.

27) What area of writing do you feel strongest in?

Revision analysis I think 😛 and yes I do know that’s not probably what the question meant. It’s by far my favourite part of the writing process (planning is second). I feel like I’m quite good at spotting where it needs improvement and then brainstorming how to fix it. I adore that rush when the brain goes like lightning and it all just clicks together. The execution (drafting) as always is infinitely harder. Very much “how do words work” as big picture – plot, character background/arc, theme etc. I am fairly confident but the actual description, making it all happen part, not so much.

To tie back a bit into question 1, this year I decided to reboot a series I first started writing November 2015. I hadn’t written in that world since late 2016/early 2017. I have complete drafts of the first 2 books, and half of book three. Anyway in January I tore into it and replotted Book One, reworked characters, went deeper into the world building etc. I kept the main plot points of the book but where before logic was lacking, I hopefully made it make sense. I then dove into redrafting it (finished end of March) and I’m taking a breath before I analyse it again to see how I did this time.

The thing with revision is it’s a learning practice. I read a lot of craft books but when I’m writing it’s impossible to hold all that information in my head. But when I’m looking at something that exists (aka not a blank page) I can see more clearly. At least I hope I can.

Besides I have been told that this makes me an “editing unicorn” as it’s apparently weird to like the revision part of writing haha.

29) What’s something about your writing that you’re proud of?

Hmm the way the question is phrased that doesn’t sound like “name a story, or name a scene, or a line” etc. it sounds like it wants a skill like the above question. But the thing is I feel very much like I am a work in progress myself with my skills. I don’t feel good enough yet, I hope one day I will, but that day is not today.

But! To go back to what I said about the execution being infinitely harder – I like my ideas. I mean I guess I should they are mine haha, but they are ideas I want to see in the world. I write what I want to read I guess (just dammit why do I have to write it? Haha) but yeah I think I am proud of my ideas. Nothing is new under the sun so I am sure they aren’t revolutionary but they mean something to me.

I’m a firm believer in the power of fiction. I feel like attitudes can be normalised. That if we see a lot of hate that hate becomes normal and more people hate. But vice versa if we imagine a better world, if we see diversity in all its infinite amazing combinations on screen/in books, that can become normal, and prejudice will become less prevalent and there might be less hate. I don’t know maybe that’s naive but it’s what I believe. But yeah I guess I am proud that maybe one day my work can play a small part in that.

WriYe: Author Admiration

The question this month is simple:

What author do you admire the most? Why?

And the answer is thus quite simple. Only because it’s me I’m going to take a little segue first and explain my thinking behind any kind of admiration.

I joke sometimes about certain people being “who I want to be when I grow up”. Now obviously I’m 33 and so I should be grown up but it’s more about the dream they represent I guess – an ideal in some way. I don’t know if I’m unusual in this approach because I feel (possibly mistakenly) that most people would equate author = writing, and talk about the books that have touched their soul, the wordsmiths who transcended the written word to weave something magical.

Now don’t get me wrong that’s good too but when I think of the authors I admire the most, it’s less about their actual words (though I like those too!!) and more about what they have achieved in their career. Essentially, they are where I would like to be.

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Romance Tropes Bracket (THE FINAL)

First round post here, second round post here, the quarter-finals here aaaaand the semi-finals here.

Please see @purlturtle’s finals post here. That was a hard fought battle between Second Chances and Forced Proximity. Second Chances took the crown! Can it do so here as well?

Second Chances vs Mistaken Identity

Two titans enter the ring. Only one can emerge the victor.

A takeaway I got from @purlturtle’s analysis was that Second Chances is a bit of a comfort. It’s like you can mess up and still find a way back. That speaks to me because don’t we all want to feel forgiven? Maybe it’s just my mental health demons but I feel wrong a lot of the time, so yeah I can totally get behind the vibe of “it’s ok, one screw-up isn’t a failure forever”.

All along I’ve been stretching the definition of Mistaken Identity. I have taken it to places it was probably never intended. Plus it does call to something nostalgic in me. As I’ve got older I’ve moved more into sci-fi/fantasy but growing up I was all crime/thriller. My first half dozen novel attempts were spies saving the world. So on a simpler note of Mistaken Identity, it could be argued that Second Chances is what I’ve been writing more recently, but Mistaken Identity was where I started. Just to add a level to the fight so it’s across time as well.

Second Chances is a whole sub-genre of romance for novel-writers. I’m struggling to think of many canon examples because if they are a bit on/off does that count? I think not. Fanfic obviously is a whole other deal as that’s where we can deservedly give so many ships their Second Chance – ha! fitting, for the nature of what fanfic is, the whole fixing what went wrong, I like it.

Ok having had this thought ^^ about how the trope basically encapsulates the sheer love that we put into fanworks, as much as I want to pull for Mistaken Identity I think we have our winner.

WINNER: Second Chances

So yeah, it did take the crown here as well. What are the odds? Anyway, this was so much fun @purlturtle has decided to turn it into a tumblr wide bracket. So go check out @the-sweets-stakes and let’s see if Second Chances can take a tumblr wide crown…

So Star Wars: Outlaws huh?

Not gonna lie I thought that would be my Day One purchase this year. Usually I wait and pick games up on sale (and/or get them for birthday/christmas) but sometimes a game comes along I don’t wish to wait for. Last year that was Jedi: Survivor and AC: Mirage.

But HOW MUCH?!?!

Fucking Ubisoft I swear. I think I have worked out how they are going to get gamers to “be comfortable not owning games” by jacking the price up to absolutely insane levels.

True the standard edition is normal price but to get the Jabba mission/future proof it’s ridiculous. That’s like paying for 2 games just for some DLC – crazy! And it puts me off wanting to pay at all. It gives me a bad taste in my mouth.

I haven’t seen the story trailer yet (going to watch it in a minute) and I am sure I will get the game. But it will be a “wait for a sale” and maybe wait for Christmas. That is smarter anyway to give them time to fix all the inevitable bugs. It’s what I try to do with most games as I said.

If they pull the same price shit with codename AC: Red I will be sad 🙁

Romance Tropes Bracket (Semi-Finals)

First round post here, second round post here, the quarter-finals here.

Oh things are getting interesting now 🙂 🙂

Please go and see @purlturtle’s semi-final post here.

We got two match-ups!

Fighting for glory and honour to the left is *drum roll*

Second Chances vs. Soulmates

aaaaaaand over on the right we have

Mistaken Identity vs Friends to Lovers

Oh dear, oh dear, how can there possibly be a victor with such impossible brackets???

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bookwormchocaholic asked:

Yet Another Ask Meme: 4, 18, 36

Thanks for the ask!! 🙂 🙂

4) Do you have any OCs? Do you have a story for them?
Oh sure lots. One’s I’ll admit to? Actually this is me and I have no shame about it so also many haha. I don’t generally write OC’s. They get such a bad rap that I save those particular imaginings for the stories I tell myself when I can’t sleep, rather than ones I type up and post.

However, there is one exception that I just could not resist. I gave Jenkins a boyfriend in my and the Sins of Atlantis fic. Mordred. I don’t know why maybe I just didn’t like him having been lonely for two thousand years. I tried not to write it but I had such feelings about it. I… ok one day there will be (hopefully) a novel series written by me as a Camelot retelling. I have over 50k written towards it already (none of which was in that fanfic). I know, I know, Camelot has been done to death but hey there’s a reason the Arthurian myth has been around for hundreds of years, it captures the imagination. If I want to write my take on Arthur’s heroic death, and the uncrowned King Mordred and the Knight who would have ruled by his side, if Galahad’s father hadn’t broken the kingdom, then why not?

Admitting to sources of inspiration is probably not wise but I find OC’s aren’t a bad starting point for creating original works. Mind you the same can be said for fanfic “what if” as well. So long as pretty much everything about it changes in some form before the final version – well inspiration has to come from somewhere.

18) First, second, or third person?
Third, always and forever. I have attempted to write first in exercises but it’s not how I naturally think. From day one when I started writing it was always in third. I mostly only read third too. I will read first as I don’t discriminate when I pick books up. However, I think I’m probably more likely to DNF a book written in first. I think I’m less forgiving or less used to it’s foibles I don’t know.

36) How do you come up with fic titles? What’s the one you’re most proud of?
Answered here

(in recompense for not answering have another one. I was tempted to ask “Describe a fic that almost happened, but then it didn’t.” for you but oh merlin so so many and how to choose which to ramble about? I’d be here all week…)

20) Do you work on a single project or many at the same time? How does that work for you?
Back in the day I used to have several WIP’s going at once. Even then that wasn’t the wisest as I got discouraged by what felt like slow progress (as my progress was split across projects rather than concentrated).

These days I have less spoons and I’m not really even mentally capable of doing more than one thing in a day. I would love to be able to write and draw in the same day but I can’t seem to make it happen.

Anyway, I find I can’t swap and change at all really now. So I focus on projects one at a time. For example I’m doing the Librarians gift exchange and I’ve had the assignment for weeks and weeks but I only started it last Monday. I spent March focusing on my novel and I regret all my life choices for that because an exchange deserves a quality product that takes ages to make (because I’ve had weeks to work on it) and I’m terrified it won’t be done in time for the deadline. But I had to choose and I started drafting in January so the novel kinda came first. Anyway, I haven’t touched the draft since I finished it, and I won’t until the art is done.

It really is sad I can’t balance better :/