What I wanted most from NaNo this year was to rediscover my joy for writing and thus far that has been an epic failure.

I don’t know what to do really because the real problem isn’t with the story, or the awful writing of it, it’s with me. I have a bad case of lazy really in that I want to do things, but I don’t actually want to do them. I don’t really want to do anything.

It’s a dilemma because persisting isn’t helping with the joy, but discipline is important. If I ever want to get anywhere with the writing I need to put in the effort, but it’s a slog and it’s miserable 🙁

Anyway I procrastinated a lot, which I also hate, but I did eventually manage to get some words and finish another scene.

Tomorrow is Wednesday which is chore day. I have to go to the grocery store which usually wrecks me for the day so I am not expecting a lot of words tomorrow :/

Words today: 1,247
Current total: 12,021