kira-nerys-rocks asked:

Share a snippet from a wip without giving any context for it.

Any writing advice that works for you and you feel like sharing?

How do you come up with fic titles? What’s the one you’re most proud of?

Thanks for the ask! 🙂 🙂

19) Share a snippet from a wip without giving any context for it.
Part of me wants to skip this and substitute another question but I am working on some art for the Librarians exchange at the moment. That has to be secret but I don’t think it’s too much of a #Spoiler to do one line like

“Librarians win with what they know – not magic!”

36) How do you come up with fic titles? What’s the one you’re most proud of?

• I’m quite fond of song titles to be honest. Not usually lyrics, or not formatted as such anyway.
• Another place I have looked for titles are episode titles. Not for the show I am writing for usually, but from any show I have watched and liked. I used to keep a text file with a list of titles I had seen that I liked, and when titling a fic I checked that list first to see if anything fit.
• Sometimes there is a line in the fic, or the prompt that inspired the story, that just demands a certain title.

As for the one I’m most proud of? Monstrare, Monere perhaps. A Warehouse 13 oneshot. The actual fic itself I am a bit meh about after all this time, but the title and summary I am like “I wrote that?” I also really like and the Sins of Atlantis. Totally self-indulgent ridiculous fic which I enjoy more than I should. It uses the same episode title structure as the Librarians show (I did that for all my prompt month fics that year, which I loved). I particularly like this one though as I feel like there’s so many layers to it. Sins – so evocative, so many questions. Atlantis – how? why? I don’t know. It was fun.

(Under the cut for the writing advice because despite making myself stick to just one point, I still went on a lot. Oops.)

28) Any writing advice that works for you and you feel like sharing?
Ooooh boy ok. The answer is both lots, and nothing, because writing is very individual. I can advise based on what works for me but it’s so much a YMMV situation. I always feel like any writing advice needs to be prefaced with this.

So I don’t write an essay (and I probably will anyway) but I will stick with just one point so it’s not thousands of words. It’s actually something I read once and no it isn’t the classic “I can fix a bad page not a blank page” (which is also good advice btw). It’s actually a point I super hated for a long time and that is probably why I have forgotten where I read it, so I apologise for the lack of attribution. The quote was something like – “Write what you want to have written, not what you want to write.” Now that’s crazy talk right? Well yeah, and I hated it, but I see the wisdom in it now.

Now a personal anecdote to illustrate the point. Writing fanfic brought me joy. I loved the plots coming together, how I could sneak in references. I don’t know if this is egotistical to admit but I still re-read my old fic sometimes – I was my own intended audience – and I love it. However, I have original novel ideas. I have a dream of publishing. It’s a future that I would like to build. Possibly just a fantasy but it’s a dream that I’ve held for decades and it scares the hell out of me. Writing novels is hard. It’s facing the fear of never being good enough every day, and making myself do the work anyway. Writing fanfic is so much easier and (for me) it became a way to self-sabotage.

Now I owe fanfic a tremendous debt because it has broken through writers block, it has given me soooooo many ideas that I have mutated into something else entirely. Don’t ever think I don’t respect fanfic but I’m chronically ill and I only have a limited amount of spoons. I have written novel-length fanfic and pouring weeks/months into a fanfic, was weeks/months I wasn’t spending on my original work and I hated myself for that. I was writing something that I really wanted to write but even in the middle of the process I was sometimes like “what am I doing???” and questioning my life choices. I love my fanfic ideas and I get so nostalgic sometimes for the ones on my list that I never got round to writing.

Fanfic was something I desperately wanted to write, but it was not what I wished to have written. It brought me short-term joy for long-term anguish if you like.

So my point – my writing advice – is essentially a riff off “life is short”. Be damn sure before you invest so much of yourself creatively in a story (whatever that story might be), that you won’t get hit by regret later. It’s so easy with fandom events: exchanges, bingos, prompt months etc. to get bursts of inspiration and giddy FOMO, only to get months down the road and wish you hadn’t happened that earlier WIP.

We all have a story to tell right? So don’t write what you think will get you kudos/comments. Write what is in your heart to write. Not some surface level impulse, but what you will be proud to have committed to a year down the road.

I can’t bring myself to regret any of my fanfics. Hell as I said I enjoy reading them. But I had to stop so my energy could be focused in a direction that brought my longer-term peace, rather than short-term joy.

Fandom can be a fickle place, and also playing in someone else’s sandbox can turn to ash. When a show has gone in a direction I can’t follow, or when there’s drama in the fandom, it has stolen my joy. I suppose what I’m really get is with writing, it’s a creative journey, it’s pouring so much of your soul into something. Protect your mental health. Invest yourself wisely.

Write with joy.