The problem with having started attempting to do art again is now I want to DRAW ALL THE THINGS!! Buuuuut I don’t have the skills or the time.

I mean I’m still trying to also WRITE ALL THE THINGS!! So that’s a problem.

Thus far I’ve been trying to do an hour of art everyday, 1000+ words everyday + an hour of some kind of ‘writing improvement’ exercise. Plus sometimes throw some luddite words in there too.

For the art I’m following the Coloured Pencil course I got last summer and didn’t really start due to panic attacks. It’s important I go through the course to learn the things, and I need to do it properly and not just rush through impatiently. I need to do each exercise and not just skip to trying to apply it to my own projects. Buuuuuut I wanna draw things!

Seriously I have these ideas in my head that I want to manifest into reality but my skills aren’t good enough. Maybe in time I’ll get there but now I’m just a ball of frustration.