Ok words were a struggle and all over the place today.

This fic is giving me fits. Part of me thinks I should just start over from the beginning. I’m not getting the vibe I want from it. Revision usually comes after the first draft (need to see the whole picture, to know how to fix it accurately) but there’s also something to be said for crooked foundations building bad houses.

If I know it’s not right and I’m still near the beginning, isn’t it better to stop and fix it now? I’m just frustrated because I had wanted to finish this month and I don’t feel that far forward. I was hoping basically for a repeat of how awesome November was and yeah not happened.

Part of the problem I think is I keep running into stuff I don’t know, researching as I go and then it feels all disjointed. Like it doesn’t flow because I’m dripping information into the wrong scene. Also the pacing is off.

I started and scrapped three scenes today. It’s been that kind of day. Annoying.

Still I guess if I can’t move forward, then my only choice is to go back over it and try and fix it. I’ll attempt that tomorrow.

Words Written: 576
Current Total: who knows at this point