Ok here’s a thing.

I’ve been pretty good this week (by my standards anyway) in terms of getting shit done. At the weekend I knocked off my to-do-list some stuff that had been there since before last christmas. On Monday I had class, and then that afternoon did the prep work for the class next Monday. Tuesday I did 2/3rds of the work for a formative essay due in end of next week. Wednesday was a bit of a wash as I had meetings and then today …

oh today

Today is Thursday and so it’s the end of the week (in terms of classes as I’m super fortunate this semester and don’t have anything scheduled on Friday) and I’m knackered.

Like it’s 5:15pm and I wish it was bedtime. I am so done with today. I have had enough of today-ing.

My problem is that at no point in my blitz of kinda-productivity this week did I finish that bloody Celeb/Fan AU I swore I would do for tomorrow. Don’t get me wrong I love that fic and I love Garcy and I want to write the thing. I am just really terrible at time management. The week has gone and yes ^^ I did things but I didn’t do enough things – clearly – as there is still more to do, and things left undone. Maybe I ordered the tasks wrong.

I don’t know whether to be pleased or mad at myself, and quite frankly I don’t have the energy for either. I think I’ll settle for disappointed and resolve to try harder in future 🙁