When will my writing discipline return?

So many things I want to write and can I focus and write them? Nooooo. Seriously where are the jumper cables to kickstart my brain?

– I wanted to write a part three for In Your Arms for this months Monthly Rumbelling. I planned it but haven’t got beyond that.

– There’s Painting Layers of Love of course

– There’s my original writing

– There are so many others and not all Rumbelle

Like I was watching The Librarians 4×04, the silver screen and it suddenly clicked what first attracted Eve to Flynn. My first thought was “fic it” as that is ALWAYS my first thought. Once upon a time (no pun intended) that would have been my first action too /headdesk

The trailer for the Spy Who Dumped Me came on the TV and I still think that my initial reading of the promo poster as gay would have been so awesome. I wanna write it. Will I? *laughs* I wish!

Sorry I know this is whiny. I’m just fed up with myself. Life happens. I really need to stop letting that be an excuse 🙁