Someone asked me yesterday morning how Christmas was going. I said “not great but had worse, probably doesn’t make my top 5.”

Well I wish to update my assessment. I’m now thinking definitely top 5, probably in the top 3 of worst Christmas’ ever. I mean the year we had pneumonia sucked but at least mum and I were together.

I sobbed myself to sleep last night and I have a stress headache the size of the Grand Canyon. I’m venting in the hope that I don’t open my mouth because oh boy would that make things worse. I’ll try and tag so people don’t have to see as I don’t want to spread misery. I just feel so alone 🙁

#ignore me#I’m just fucking miserable#I’m trapped and powerless and frustrated

purlturtle said:  If you’re okay with internet hugs, please feel hugged, my friend. 

galactic-pirates said:  @purlturtle *hugs back* thanks for the kindness. I really appreciate it.