Nobody panic but there’s only 10 DAYS LEFT FOR RSS!!!!

Oh who am I kidding, I am so panicking. I have maybe 1/3rd of it written, possibly more like 25%, I’m rubbish at guesstimating length. I have timeline problems, POV problems, I’m only 6.5k in and Gold and Belle have only spoken once. Actually 25% might be being generous, it’s probably less and I need to rework some of that because hello I got problems!

You know there are times when I have to make a choice. I always hate these moments because I want it all, I want to do it all, I don’t want to have to choose. Why not everything? Because I managed my time poorly in November, and I wrote too much fix-it fic and not enough WIP’s basically. I keep telling myself “oh you can catch-up later” but I’ve got to the point now where I’m scared that I won’t be able to do that.

I have almost finished Chapter Three of Fall All Over Again. Writing anything other than RSS at this point seems crazy but I don’t want to break my Tuesday streak if I can help it. Writing the 1k I need for that chapter, is more sensible though than writing the almost 4k I need for Painting Layers of Love. However, I will have to see what my RSS progress is by Monday. If I’m still this panicked then I might have to break my streak. In that case I will reblog my Rumbelle Christmas fanfic that I wrote in the summer. It is at least Christmas time now 🙂

#freaking out here a little bit#i didn’t panic this much for rcij#but then that fic didn’t balloon into an epic