Painting Layers with Love hands down. It actually kinda scared me for a while (alright it still does sometimes) how popular it is. Please, please don’t get me wrong that isn’t a complaint in the slightest. What I mean is that’s intimidating. Being invisible is kinda reassuring in a way. If I screw up then who will know? But if everyone is watching then urk it sort of piles the pressure on.
That’s possibly why I haven’t updated it in forever, I’ve got myself into this cycle and it’s hard to break. I’m scared to write because I don’t want to mess the story up. It’s important to me on so many levels to do this story justice, not just because it’s popular but because the characters really resonate. I mean I suppose they should I wrote them, but I put more of me in this story than I have put in probably any other story. It matters that I get it right. Then I panic because I haven’t updated in ages and so the update better be damn good, and it needs to be now! Cue more panicking and then I just go and do something else because damn I’m scared and I can’t think.
I really just need to sit down and bite the bullet and start typing. Getting started is always the most intimidating part.