Ok I am undecided about the Picard finale. Up until now I have almost welcomed spoilers to soften the blow a bit. US gets it tomorrow, I will get it (UK) day after.

But I am so damn heartsick already I don’t know if I can take it. If I login and see something truly terrible…

Is it worse to see, to then have to wait, and then have to watch knowing what is to come?

Or it is worse just waiting, not knowing how bad it is, and then watching it unfold with no warning?

I really don’t know 🙁

Honestly I am trying to remember the last time I felt this damn upset about a TV show. It’s been a while. It’s disappointment really more than anything else. I mean whatever happens the characters will live on in my heart happily. But just ugh. What’s happening on screen is… they deserved better.