You know what? I wrote and deleted so many posts yesterday because I felt awful and I kept ranting, and then deciding I didn’t need to spread the misery. So here, let today have some randomness.

– I still feel bloody awful. Worry posted the other day that they had the world’s worst cold. Judging by the people I know I think the whole of England is currently suffering with this and yeah it’s not nice.

– I am very bitter about Star Trek: Enterprise. I keep asking myself “why can’t I quit you?” because my NOtp has become canon, and everything I once loved about the show has been ruined (and not just because of the NOtp thing). I think it’s because it’s free (thank you netflix / curse you netflix) and I have less than 20 episodes left. I look forward to never having to watch it again.

– Due to feeling so bloody awful I don’t know what I’m going to be posting on Tuesday but it almost certainly won’t be what I’m supposed to be posting. Only a week into January and my carefully planned posting schedule has gone out the window. Why is it that the fic I want to do right by the most, the one that is my most popular fic, which people are so lovely about (and so lovely I feel like I should probably be writing nothing else), is the fic that always gets the short straw? It is completely unintentional and I feel so guilty about it. You know one day, I’m going to get this right. Unfortunately that isn’t going to be this week.

There, that about summarizes all of my rants in one reasonably sized post. I’m sick and feel like crap, I’m already behind on my writing and I’m bitter about Star Trek: Enterprise. I know that show was cancelled over a decade ago and it’s probably quite amusing that I’m reacting to it as if it was new.

You know I don’t get bitter about many shows. Usually I just cease to care, and one day stop watching and never give it another thought. Maybe it’s because I’ve binge watched it, so I’ve had less processing time. Usually if I’m bitter about a show it’s because it was cancelled before it’s time, and I want more of it and I have lingering questions.

I hope Star Trek: Discovery is good!

/end randomess

#but I feel better now