I’m getting my medication back on wednesday.

If it makes me feel better (please for the love of merlin let it make me feel better) my first priority is obviously the Bering and Wells Big Bang. I mean whether I feel better or not I have to do that. I feel so awful that the scale of my ambition has had to be decreased due to feeling so crappy. My poor partner deserved better. Anyway!

My next priority will definitely be to do ALL the Seven and Raffi things because oh man this season of Picard just sucks. Like every episode I’m like “is it gonna be that bad?” and then it’s worse kind of suckage.

I can’t fix the show. It is what they made it. But I can spark joy for myself (hopefully) by making things. Need some spoons first because I am just so chronically exhausted I am just crying. So pretty please let me feel better and then I can make things, which should make me feel even more better. Let’s go up rather than down.

Seriously I will (when I get spoons) sail this damn ship myself if I have to because Seven and Raffi deserve better dammit.